Im still here.

Fret, not lovelies. My blog is going to stay this way. I can rant or rumble anything i want while being annonymous. I dont care.


Malay girls in my school just sucks. They talk about people and they put words in my mouth. I was framed. I swear! Obviously they heard one side of the coin but refuse to even hear my explaination. Bullshit. All this while, they have been talking bad about each other.. turns out, this LISTENING ear was to blame.

Be a Judge not a lawyer. Listen to both sides and not upright just one party.

AHHHHhh fuck it. It dont really matter. Once you are framed, you better stay away for them cos you dont know what's more up their sleeves. Umur dah lanjut dah 28 yrs old to 40 plus years old still wanna play this game? Fuck them and their games. Not gonna play any!

Thank God I have Sue with me. She aint malay, and she's my first friend in school. She knows who i really am.


ANDDDDDDD I have yet to tell you guys the news. But its okay. that can wait. :)

You know nothing at all

As you can see, i wrote vaguely about things that happened in my life. This is so that you dont even know what Im referring to. It may be because of this and that, whatever you name it. But the actual fact is, you know nothing at all. Your assumptions and dillusional facts have come to an end because you know one thing, My life doesnt revolve with audience.

Its true that i love to say such things that made everyone trigger the opposite of what THE REAL meaning is. Like Sexcited? What does it mean to you. Oh, Eza, you're a whore. Adding the letter S bears you the name of a slut, fucking around and have fun. But in actual fact, the "S" belongs to you. I'll give you an "A" and maybe one more "S" to make you.. An ASS!

I dont care what people think because THEY DONT REALLY MATTER ANYMORE. Its your life, and they dont need to know. Tak perlu. Making me famous, no thank you bitch.. You're so kind!

And one more thing, distance. What distance have I reached when I am really very deprived of meeting my existing friends. And that distance made me have a wider bandwagon with others i just knew. Oh, so now Im social? Since when am I in the marketing department, just trying to figure out how to expand my business into yours?

Love. Its no more talking abt others. Its just us now. Whatever happens, we must make ends meet. And that's my love, is not a promise. Its a journey we are going through.Its no more about who you ogle at when my name is running through your veins and vice-versa. So, its confirm now, you are the ONE. :)

And lastly, this piece of 5 mins you spend to read, have triggered nothing to your brains. You know.. its back to the same topic from the beginning..


You know nothing at all.

Tak perlu.

Dont have to shout and make ur eyes as big as the goldfish in the middle of the someone's house to get your point across. You just have to be a dumbfuck to just do that...

Congratulations, you have just made mum and dad embarrassed with your childish and irrational ways.

No use talking nicely cos you wont listen. And no use being all handy when at the end of the day, you made our parents so invicible that your actions of anger by punching the walls and the intention of punching me just got our parents as shocked. Talk about respecting, if that's not one of the things you are accounted for.

Itu semua tak perlu. Being a bimbo that i am. Not nice okay to get my makeup smudge and to show people how crybaby i am. Not funny.






Tak perlu. bodo tak perlu.

The world and the girls

its never portaying what the title really meant. I am watching a vid of a small kid. I mean reaallllll small like 2 or 3 years old lighting up a ciggy. The fact that he is still young yet people are amazed at what he was doing. Like....

What in the world are we in?


On another note, i love you girls that was present yesterday. Thank you. Bloggers are the best. kan kan kan. You dont know how long I've yet to hang out. Schooling and working is never a breeze. neeeedta shop alot in the bang of the kok with my collegues. I CANT WAIT SIAK!

*assignment mood ONS! Oh yeah, thanks babyyy! :) Macam biase jugakkk

the horrorrrr

when i stepped on the weighing machine, i almost faint. i am very heavy, the heaviest so far. 1 ton i think

:(

Sengaje!!

Okay muka semua jgn boring cos like finally im writing a piece of my life here.

Truthfully. Ive been so blessed, syukur alhamdullilah. Tapi I will just elaborate a few lah. I think blogging is so unnecessary to brag. Thats why I keep hiding behind the clouds. Malas nak tempuhi zaman hate-tagger dan si kepo dan gossip machine. Been there, done that and now i dah retire.

Anyways, Ive gotten "A" for my first module. Yeah Happy! Apa tak.. Full-time working and part-time sudying not easy okay. Got assignments and exams lagi. Usually I have no time for other stuffs lah. Weekend burnt for school. Haiiz.


SO anywayssss, Im anxiously waiting for my 2nd module nye result seh. I got "A" for the 2nd module's assignment... just waiting for the exam. Hopefully, i'll still maintain that grade. Dont want to slack cos baby, Ive slacked enough. Sit enough. I wanna learn baby learn.. burn baby burn. ok something like that lah. Make my brains more useful lah kirakan. Dealing with work is stressful enough lah. Workload, jangan cakap... cakap ajer economy crisis, kerje tetap no difference lah. Makin banyak enquiry and orders aderlah!

And oh yah! Ive passed my BTT and FTT, both with only 1 try. Amazing cos I heard scary stories lah. Someone took 21 times FTT tak pass pass.. my colleague took BTT three times and still didnt pass. Macam wah.. banyak rintangan eh dorang. Tapi I dont know about my practical.... Hopefully I'll be okay. Manual babe.. challenging.


Went to Bangkok in June 2009. and.. IM GOING AGAIN THIS OCTOBER. Standard procedure, SHOPPING LAH! Addicted lah to bangkok eversince lah. Tak puas shop ah...

And Im thinking of renewing my Spa package. After so long seh i didnt do body scrub and polish. Best lah the feeling. And ohhh, gym! WHO wants to sign up as a gym member with me? sila ringankan jari jemari anda and find my name in your phone. Just an umbrella away.. Yeah umbrella cos my ringing tone is not the traditional double rings in intervals.. its umbrella rihanna. and that is so ancient. I want to change my colour me tones!




other than that... I see lah whether am I gonna share or not... besides.......... no one is ever gonna read this space. No pictures just words.. Go read the newspaper lah. Lagi berfaedah peee.

Till another decade to my next entry. tunggu sampai tua ok.thanks. HAVE FUN! :D

just becaused i miss him so much!!

Many things happen but im glad that im lucky in those occasions. Im counting my lucky stars right now. Like, I had lost my phone in the bus, MY 16GB OMNIA that i intended to upload songs and videos to it (yeah, like only now after 8 months of purchase). And i was like super depressed. $698 and bonded to a contract, I couldnt do much...

But thank GOD, the phone is back in safe hands. The driver returned it to me (maybe because he cant break my password code on my phone. Hell yeah uncle I knew u are breaking the code cos I CAN HEAR IT while u accidentally picked up my calls!!)


OMNIA IS good. :)