Eza Hafizah

For the better or worst... Through thin and fat.. together

2009-12-05T07:53:00.000-08:00

He have gained weight. And no surprise babies... me too.

I think we are happy. Managed to withstand rough seas. :)

eat my words and throw away my trust.

2009-12-01T19:28:00.000-08:00

So i thought its smooth sailing. To go through this hurdle without any doubts. But i was wrong.

Its difficult from now on. Being 100% assured is really hard now. You have LOST MY TRUST.. and im trying to forgive what you have done.

Seriously, its hard for me to forget how happy we were.. but how disgracing to know otherwise.

AND till this date.. only 1 week have passed... i am still learning to believe in myself. Others just dont matter. My imperfections are always highlighted anyway. For the fact that nobody is perfect, who cares.. we are still humans and they always want the best. And you already threw my best away. The doors are shunned suddenly.

Well you gotta gain my trust back. Slowly but surely.

The flame died. u gotta rub the stones hard enough for the spark to happen again.

Rise for the change

2009-11-17T10:22:00.000-08:00

This is really too early to tell. I shall keep it to myself once its confirmed. Everyone said its too early.. But Am i exaggerating when I said its EVERYONE? Its shocking to know that actually you'd be surprised with their reaction. We expected them to support us but it turned out otherwise.

We may talk alot and share stories. But yeah maybe they think we cant make it. Who are they to judge that? Eventhough you used to be lovers for 10 years, that doesnt mean we should be in your shoes. Come to think of it, the end result is the same. And point to be taken is that... It doesnt mean that the longer you are lovers, the perfect a couple would be. That is not the case cause we've got eyes and we know what they kept from each other.

But its okay, i hope to pull this through and show everyone what we're made off. Goal in mind is important. Its okay to struggle now than later, no?

Ready for launch

2009-11-16T16:12:00.000-08:00

Plan ready for launch. Roger that.

You've got to have a goal in mind.

2009-11-15T07:43:00.000-08:00

SO I have decided to still continue on to pursue in my studies. I need a whole sum of money. Therefore, after eyeing on my desired and eligible uni, I think I am qualified for a study loan.

But first, I need to know if the cert is accepted in my company. I know, even if its one of the top 100 uni in the world, I still have to clarify. As u know, i want to advance in life. Remind me, please.

Mentally prepared for this? Maybe. But at least I know what's next in store for me.

Have a great Sunday babies.

Im still here.

2009-11-05T16:10:00.000-08:00

Fret, not lovelies. My blog is going to stay this way. I can rant or rumble anything i want while being annonymous. I dont care.

Malay girls in my school just sucks. They talk about people and they put words in my mouth. I was framed. I swear! Obviously they heard one side of the coin but refuse to even hear my explaination. Bullshit. All this while, they have been talking bad about each other.. turns out, this LISTENING ear was to blame.

Be a Judge not a lawyer. Listen to both sides and not upright just one party.

AHHHHhh fuck it. It dont really matter. Once you are framed, you better stay away for them cos you dont know what's more up their sleeves. Umur dah lanjut dah 28 yrs old to 40 plus years old still wanna play this game? Fuck them and their games. Not gonna play any!

Thank God I have Sue with me. She aint malay, and she's my first friend in school. She knows who i really am.

ANDDDDDDD I have yet to tell you guys the news. But its okay. that can wait. :)

You know nothing at all

2009-10-17T19:32:00.000-07:00

As you can see, i wrote vaguely about things that happened in my life. This is so that you dont even know what Im referring to. It may be because of this and that, whatever you name it. But the actual fact is, you know nothing at all. Your assumptions and dillusional facts have come to an end because you know one thing, My life doesnt revolve with audience.

Its true that i love to say such things that made everyone trigger the opposite of what THE REAL meaning is. Like Sexcited? What does it mean to you. Oh, Eza, you're a whore. Adding the letter S bears you the name of a slut, fucking around and have fun. But in actual fact, the "S" belongs to you. I'll give you an "A" and maybe one more "S" to make you.. An ASS!

I dont care what people think because THEY DONT REALLY MATTER ANYMORE. Its your life, and they dont need to know. Tak perlu. Making me famous, no thank you bitch.. You're so kind!

And one more thing, distance. What distance have I reached when I am really very deprived of meeting my existing friends. And that distance made me have a wider bandwagon with others i just knew. Oh, so now Im social? Since when am I in the marketing department, just trying to figure out how to expand my business into yours?

Love. Its no more talking abt others. Its just us now. Whatever happens, we must make ends meet. And that's my love, is not a promise. Its a journey we are going through.Its no more about who you ogle at when my name is running through your veins and vice-versa. So, its confirm now, you are the ONE. :)

And lastly, this piece of 5 mins you spend to read, have triggered nothing to your brains. You know.. its back to the same topic from the beginning..

You know nothing at all.

Tak perlu.

2009-09-21T08:33:00.000-07:00

Dont have to shout and make ur eyes as big as the goldfish in the middle of the someone's house to get your point across. You just have to be a dumbfuck to just do that...

Congratulations, you have just made mum and dad embarrassed with your childish and irrational ways.

No use talking nicely cos you wont listen. And no use being all handy when at the end of the day, you made our parents so invicible that your actions of anger by punching the walls and the intention of punching me just got our parents as shocked. Talk about respecting, if that's not one of the things you are accounted for.

Itu semua tak perlu. Being a bimbo that i am. Not nice okay to get my makeup smudge and to show people how crybaby i am. Not funny.

Tak perlu. bodo tak perlu.

The world and the girls

2009-09-07T03:35:00.000-07:00

its never portaying what the title really meant. I am watching a vid of a small kid. I mean reaallllll small like 2 or 3 years old lighting up a ciggy. The fact that he is still young yet people are amazed at what he was doing. Like....

What in the world are we in?

On another note, i love you girls that was present yesterday. Thank you. Bloggers are the best. kan kan kan. You dont know how long I've yet to hang out. Schooling and working is never a breeze. neeeedta shop alot in the bang of the kok with my collegues. I CANT WAIT SIAK!

*assignment mood ONS! Oh yeah, thanks babyyy! :) Macam biase jugakkk

the horrorrrr

2009-09-03T21:56:00.000-07:00

when i stepped on the weighing machine, i almost faint. i am very heavy, the heaviest so far. 1 ton i think

:(

Sengaje!!

2009-07-24T09:07:00.000-07:00

Okay muka semua jgn boring cos like finally im writing a piece of my life here.

Truthfully. Ive been so blessed, syukur alhamdullilah. Tapi I will just elaborate a few lah. I think blogging is so unnecessary to brag. Thats why I keep hiding behind the clouds. Malas nak tempuhi zaman hate-tagger dan si kepo dan gossip machine. Been there, done that and now i dah retire.

Anyways, Ive gotten "A" for my first module. Yeah Happy! Apa tak.. Full-time working and part-time sudying not easy okay. Got assignments and exams lagi. Usually I have no time for other stuffs lah. Weekend burnt for school. Haiiz.

SO anywayssss, Im anxiously waiting for my 2nd module nye result seh. I got "A" for the 2nd module's assignment... just waiting for the exam. Hopefully, i'll still maintain that grade. Dont want to slack cos baby, Ive slacked enough. Sit enough. I wanna learn baby learn.. burn baby burn. ok something like that lah. Make my brains more useful lah kirakan. Dealing with work is stressful enough lah. Workload, jangan cakap... cakap ajer economy crisis, kerje tetap no difference lah. Makin banyak enquiry and orders aderlah!

And oh yah! Ive passed my BTT and FTT, both with only 1 try. Amazing cos I heard scary stories lah. Someone took 21 times FTT tak pass pass.. my colleague took BTT three times and still didnt pass. Macam wah.. banyak rintangan eh dorang. Tapi I dont know about my practical.... Hopefully I'll be okay. Manual babe.. challenging.

Went to Bangkok in June 2009. and.. IM GOING AGAIN THIS OCTOBER. Standard procedure, SHOPPING LAH! Addicted lah to bangkok eversince lah. Tak puas shop ah...

And Im thinking of renewing my Spa package. After so long seh i didnt do body scrub and polish. Best lah the feeling. And ohhh, gym! WHO wants to sign up as a gym member with me? sila ringankan jari jemari anda and find my name in your phone. Just an umbrella away.. Yeah umbrella cos my ringing tone is not the traditional double rings in intervals.. its umbrella rihanna. and that is so ancient. I want to change my colour me tones!

other than that... I see lah whether am I gonna share or not... besides.......... no one is ever gonna read this space. No pictures just words.. Go read the newspaper lah. Lagi berfaedah peee.

Till another decade to my next entry. tunggu sampai tua ok.thanks. HAVE FUN! :D

just becaused i miss him so much!!

2009-05-22T16:42:00.000-07:00

Many things happen but im glad that im lucky in those occasions. Im counting my lucky stars right now. Like, I had lost my phone in the bus, MY 16GB OMNIA that i intended to upload songs and videos to it (yeah, like only now after 8 months of purchase). And i was like super depressed. $698 and bonded to a contract, I couldnt do much...

But thank GOD, the phone is back in safe hands. The driver returned it to me (maybe because he cant break my password code on my phone. Hell yeah uncle I knew u are breaking the code cos I CAN HEAR IT while u accidentally picked up my calls!!)

OMNIA IS good. :)

Just becos I chose to end this

2009-05-03T05:17:00.000-07:00

My life doesnt revolve around blogging anymore. Work is piling up by the second I pronounce independence day to surf the net at work. Its a harsh world afterall. But I am not complaining as its better more work than no work at all, no?

AND whats there to brag about when each time you achieve something, some other arses/bitches would curse your back? Anyway, i dont have any enemies per say, currently. But its good to have a reality check because babes, its a harsh world afterall. Its a gooooooood feeling to earn everything with your own hardwork and presistence. Even so, I still need my mummy as she is the motivation that drives me. She packed for me food for almost everyday! So there, i save a hell lot on food and transport and for like 1 month, i can buy a lappy and as im pressing the keys, i feel so proud to actually own one! ON MY OWN! AND PINK AND ALL I EVA WANTED!

I have wonderful friends, collegues and so far, im contented. Although i tend to be soooo worn out after each day, thinking of what I have achieved so far really brings back the energy in!

And oh, school and work is never easy. Trust me, Im trying to adapt to this. At least for another year and more to come. So far, I have a buddy in school. Met up with her eversince I attended the school briefing and been sitting beside here as far as i can remember my lectures. She is nice, married and experience. she's in her 40s. But the 2 decades of age gap doesnt need a bridge. We understand each other. Having a friend in school is vital. Because you know you are not alone.

Politics at work will always be there. Just suck up to those you hate and be nice. Thats the key. Never ever complain. Just smile when your superior gave you more and more. Because smile is the key. You take their challenge to your stride. Anyways, Im glad to actually have friends at work. :) Having friends at work is important too. Because you know you are not alone.

Friends, what are they? A bunch of old-school brats who knows you eversince your hair was a mess, seen you cried, seen you with long socks, thick spectacles and goofy "i need mummy" attitude. Thats true friends. Doesnt need distance to be a reason not to stay in touch. Right nurul? And thena, and iqbal and iqbal (i know i state this twice)? And tini, where the hell are you. You know where i live yeah. Do inform us if you are tiying the knot. ;)

New Friends, WHO ARE THEY? IF you know them less than a year, can click with them, in touch with them quite often and tends to have the same preference, then they are it! But be careful.. new friends tend to create trouble. You are old enough to know alright!

Love life, I can easily say, i have found THE ONE. Yeah, you know. But time is too early to tell yet. Like my other failed relationships, Im never gonna know whats the outcome in the end. But I pray and wish this is not a mistake. So far, its not.

The conclusion is, The world is harsh but YOU ARE NOT ALONE. And overall, Im thankful to Allah, I still have you in my heart.

and i forgot another part..

i chose to end blogging. like after 6 years of pouring to unknown users, its time to close the curtain and focus on what really matters in life.

You and your own self.

Im contented

2009-03-24T16:55:00.000-07:00

Hello cyberworld!

I will start my part-time studies soooon in april! Im so anticipating the first day of lesson after work. Oh, and that equals to a more busy me! Apart from being busy right now (like tell me what's new), I've figured out how to deal with stress and pressure. Having to shoulder on so many tasks and deadlines to meet, I am certain to say... Im immuned to this!

Woooohoooo for me!

Reports for this month is done! Fuh! And another month is drawing near.

Working and studying will not be a breeze but Im sure I will get immune to that too in a couple of months (crosses finger!)

Hence, Im suffering from a side effect for being too damn busy. I cannot eat THAT MUCH anymore! Suffered from gastric and its taken a toll to my eating habits. Cannot eat spicy food... cannot drink gassy drinks. Hais..

But its okay.. a sign for me to slim down, :p

OK I HAVE SO MANY THINGS TO COMPLETE. CIAOO!

Day in and out

2009-03-13T07:30:00.000-07:00

Its official, Im a goblog. I let my blog rot and i dont even know what's happening. Been so busy with work that i dont think i have the time to blog now.

You guys know where to reach me. Just a call away...

back to work. anyways, its 7 plus in the morning now. oh, tgif... overtime?

Funtarts betul

2009-02-15T19:59:00.000-08:00

tried soo many times to log in to facebook. I NEED to earn money in PET SOCIETY for my pet, DOLL! Macam siakkk.. so frustrated gilerrrr!!

Anyways, my home pc is a wreck. Thinking of buying a lappie for myself. Like when eh? tak tau!!

okbye

Out of your mind?

2009-02-03T23:21:00.000-08:00

I just have to digressed about work. So, today Im a learner in doing quotations and I feel like as if I was thrown to the sea without any life-vest!

My collegues are on leave and it doesnt help that Im as confused as a blinded rat. Firstly, I was given a task to source for a hydrocarbon fluid. Maybe it seems like an easy task but to me... OMFG where am i gg to find that FLUID!?

And then, after sending out enquiries to the suppliers, ONE supplier finally decides to call up and clarify. It doesnt help it to know that Im speaking to some ANGMOH guy with the accent and the curiosity that makes me feel downright inferior

and it goes like this..

Tony: Can I speak to Michelle, please?
Me: Michelle is on leave today.
Tony: Is that Hafizah on the other line?
Me: (how the heck did he know my name!?) Erm, yes correct..
Tony: Hi, Im Tony and I would like to refer to the enquiry that you sent to us. You are enquiring about a hydrocarbon fluid, isnt it?
Me: Yes..
Tony: What are you gonna do with them?
Me: (Speechless) Erm, the enquiry is from our customer
Tony: 162kg per drum and you are requesting about 200 tonnes of fluid.. which is equivalent to.. (hears tapping of calculator)...1,235 drums of fluids.
Me: (OMG. THATS A HELL LOT!)ok..
Tony:.....
Me:.....

(I swear there's a long pause between us. Maybe taken aback with the figures. 1,1235 drums of fluid? Dah boleh buat another piece of land seh!)

Tony: Well, where is your customer based at?
Me: Myanmmar.
Tony: I suggest you revert it back to the manufacturer
Me: Where? (I feel so stupid)
Tony: Where? What a question *laughs* well, to your client in Myanmmar perhaps.

OK I KNOW I FEEL SO STUPID BUT IT DOESNT HELP IT IF HE HAS THIS ACCENT THATS SO PEKAT. COWBOY STYLE.

and it doesnt help it that im new to this thing.

200 tonnes. THATS WAY TOO MUCH DONT YOU THINK!?

Everyone has their own... problems!

2009-01-31T04:10:00.000-08:00

Everyone in this world has problems. Its fated that we are dealing with everyday challenges. Yet, not everyone understands you. Like whatever for? They have their own problems to think about. But for those nosey makciks who just wants to seep in deep into your lives, then I assume they are just wants a piece of your problem to compare about. Say, to think that they are luckier to be in their own state. Problem-less. Well, who the hell says that!

I was doing abit of thinking, like always.. problems, either you ignore it or you solve it, we are still facing it now. Finance? Even the rich cant get enough of their wealth. They want more...and more. The beautiful? Even them cant get to see their true beautiful-self deep within.

Ohkay, quit beating round the bush. So to say I am still unwilling to share my happiness and sadness as often. Gonna open up a blog without pictures and with a fake name just so i can pour every inch of doubt im facing.

As usual, not gonna tell you. :p

i feel like..

2009-01-29T00:58:00.000-08:00

YELLLING OUT LOUD IN YOUR FACE.

every hiccups, every misleads. its all you, goddammit. YOU!

like i cant wait

2009-01-26T22:14:00.000-08:00

this is unnecessary to be blogging because i dont have anything to share to you cos im a selfish fat bitch and thats all matters. Actually it doesnt matter much.. What matters most is that I dont see the need to take ugly photos of myself and let the beautiful world sees me instantly potraying that i have been living under my comforter. Which is true. I dont care a shit about blogging already. I mean, Im a "rare" blogger now. Which is nice! I dont report to anyone about my life. I tell my stories to myself. JENG!

And my mood today is stagnant. but tomorrow, we'll see!

kayaking tomorrow. cant wait lah okie! jgn tak jadi sudahh eh kak!

Anyways, nice meeting you pretty girls during dayah's engagement. Not to mention the one who is labelled "fiance" already. Cehh DAYAHHHH, pretty lah okie you! Pictures of us? Pandai-pandailah ringan kan jari-jemari and keypo kat blog orang lain to see the pictures.

back to my comforter.

Oh so Great!

2009-01-22T16:24:00.000-08:00

Argh, im downright confused. I dont know what will be my fate in the company as of today.here and there, everywhere! Will have a meeting soon. Just hope that I wont faint. My head is spining so fast. I dont know whether Im able to take the news. latersssss.

Hogging on the pc whilst feeling drowsy

2009-01-21T22:00:00.000-08:00

Im here hogging the home computer right now. The keyboard's been dusty and its been ages since I used my MP3. WHAT HAPPEN TO ME!?

Its been awhile since i did this. Been so busy with other stuffs that I dont see a need to even log onto msn. Like chat? Okay, next.. But then again. my phone doesnt brings me much necessity. I dont know what Im going to do with 16GB. Tonnes of Mifzal's pictures and videos. Damn. I better start exploring my OMNIA. Bought it like... in September?

On other things, damn, ive lost touch in technology. Apart from getting my own laptop from work, I really dont see a need to bring the lappy back home cos I dont even use my home desktop. DANG. What happen to me?

Im in a daze now. Sick, thats why! Been feeling like this eversince I came back from Negri Sembilan. AHhhh.. Touching On Negri Sembilan, I dont see a need to go back to that ancient/ dusty/rusty place already. My grandmother passed away just last week. It weakens me to know she is living in such pain. Im grandparents-less. No more grandpa or grandma to hear my childish whines. Ohkay, I dont really whine to them when they still exist. So argh, cut that communication breakdown crap.

Got to know that my brother reads my blog too. That is ANOTHER FACTOR that really drives me away from the tides. Like Im exposing myself to you(indirectly? no thank you!) If you are reading this line, then its fine. But I love you okay abg mahmud.

Here comes the dizzines. I cant walk that straight now. My throat itchs! Anyways, Ive been extended to 1 year contract with the company. hopefully i'll be a permanent piece of working meat when the contract ends. Other plans, they say.. I wont comment on other plans but in fact i too have other plans in mind. If the money keeps coming in, I wont restrict it.

Although I've been facing depletion of cashflow every month-end, I still intend to save. Better late than never. Ok bye.

Staying Still

2009-01-15T09:26:00.000-08:00

Physical wise..
Still breathing, Still heavy, Still happy, Still sad, Still so many pimples, still having messy hair and still the same.

Environmental wise..
Still peaceful, still stressful, still working, still the same company, still pampered, still a child at heart, still lively, still quiet and still the same.

Family and friends..
Still have yet to meet my hommies(THENA, IQBAL, HUDAA. WHERE ARE YOU!), Still staying put at home, still unmarried, still unengaged, still attached(:p), still no strings attached to commitments, still no responsibility, still mixing with my collegues(the best!), still having hard times.. well sometimes and still the same.

Future? Still.

What else you need to know? But one thing's for sure, I see so many downfalls and I feel sad for others. As for me, I hope Im able to withdstand the economy meltdown cos I still have a job.. and god-willing im here to stay.

and oh, I still remember you guys. But unfortunately, my readers left me and its 0 readers per day now. Goody, I can blabber anything I want from now on. YIPEE!

I type when I wanna.

2009-01-02T16:11:00.000-08:00

As for now, I dont see the point to blog because my life doesnt revolves around blogging anymore. Of course, friendship among bloggers are kept close to my heart always.

You see, everytime I reach home, I will either play or teach Mifzal new things. I am so overjoyed that he has started playschool! That clever and obedient boy. I love him to the core!!!

On some other things in mind, I need an extreme makeover. Like fast!

*Note: Mrs Zulki 's/ Dayah's Engagement(Im ATTENDING! SO HAPPYYY!!)

OHHHHH

2008-12-24T07:08:00.000-08:00

Like finally i change the music. Stupid party people-ley was like eons ago and Ive been living under the rock for too long! Im coming out now.

All thanks to the pakcik that repairs my computer... Its running so smooth, My computer was MUTE okay. The sound card doesnt seem to work THEN. But now, I think it has gone through many major operations, some polishing and boost, its ready to slam!

To my All-time-Favourite singer, Delta, you keep me inspired like gilerrr! And to everyone. please sabar okay. I promise you will be bombarded with so many photos to come.

NOTE: Mifzal can recognise the word "A" to "F' already. Gonna show you guys the vids soon. And please, keep on rawking ya!

I was Tagged By The Real Doll!

2008-12-19T10:39:00.000-08:00

Hey Sayangs! The real doll, Ashie or also known as Ikin Rock(comes waaaay back when i first know her like 4 years ago) tagged me. I was like 3-4 days late kannnn

So Anyways, here goes!

Rules & Regulations:

1. Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
4. No tags backs! (Jgn play cheat okay!)

Something disgusting about me that you thought I wont do...

1) I know when issit the right time to pick my nose because I can reallly feel the dried buggy or mucus inside.
2) I am brutally honest and it doesnt matter whether you are a new friend or old one.. I can really piss you off(for the sensitive ones)
3) I laugh with all my heart. If im controlling my laughter, then it must be because someone superior is watching me.
4) I can laugh in your face. I think its rude. But if its funny, then it doesnt matter kan? There was once, my cousin introduced me to his friend. So, the introduction starts,

Naz: "Eh, ni kakak sedara aku.." gesturing him to me..

Naz: "Eza.. Ni taugeh.."

Eza: LAUGHS IN FRONT OF HIS FACE. "Betul pe..?!"

Taugeh: Inserts face.. ( -.-)

Naz: "Actually nama dia wan.. "

Eza: "oh hello! Nice name ah taugeh!"

Taugeh: Smiles.

5) According to my boyfriend, the sound of my fart is the same as slippers dropped to the floor. Radical! AHAHHAHA

6) I will always talk to myself while I pee. Like intimidating how I reacted when I was so stupid to not know some facts while talking to friends. Or like reacting at how stupid I sound when I talk to someone. Yes, if you hear some soft voices in the cubicle, I might be in there!

7) I always.. dig my ass with my finger while moving my bowels. Or better known as.. "jemput taik keluar dari juboh". Its because I dont want some shit to be stuck in there!

8) I love it when people joke or imitate me. I feel loved/hated and Im proud of it!

9) Promises are never meant to be broken. Dont make one with me or I will hunt you down!

10) This is my first time doing this "im tagged and I have to let the whole world knows whats disgusting about me!"(as far as I can remember. Eh? Did i do this last year? *blanks*). And Oh, I can have STM or goldfish memory at times. Sorry!

10 lucky bloggers I appointed to tag is... (This way, I know whether you read my blog or dont. HAHA!)

1. Dayah Mrs Zulki
2. Rin Quin
3. Ira Spydey (Chong)
4. Titivok
5. IdahC (EH WHERE's YOUR BLOG LAHHH!)
6. Yana Baby
7. ErmaLediaWati
8. Maria Concepcion(Sorry if wrong spelling) Baluyut
9. Myrah
10. MRH!!!! (sengaje letak !!!!! to show that im excited!)

ok I nak buat kerje. korang pergi lah carik kerje nak buat macam EXPOSING facts about yourself and let the world look down on you or kutuk you or whatever.

THEIR HATRED DOESNT MATTER (at least to me), DONKS!

Taik suci

2008-11-11T15:57:00.000-08:00

Holy shit, Holy crap! Its beeen soooooo long since i last updated, really! The days passed on so fast. Im still alive and kicking, no worries ok people.

You are missed.

ehhh

2008-10-25T22:32:00.000-07:00

ehh hello! ok ni this a redundant post but i just wanted to say that I MISS BLOGGING and my computer.. my this.. my that..

but my...

kasi suspen sikit ah kan.

Lets Backtrack to Puasa (Part 1)

2008-10-11T12:17:00.000-07:00

Please take note:
Puasa Part 1 : Public
Puasa Part 2 : Private (PS: Dont log in yet, I will prompt you in in my next entry)

Like Finally I am updating after being so busy doing GOD KNOWS WHAT. Time passes on real fast. I am the biggest Kental(quoted by baby) ever because I always sleep early and sometimes I could even dooze off when Im on the phone with him at 9 plus at night. AHAHA how shagged, you say? EXTREMELY ULITMATELY lah BUGGER!

Especially when I am at work. My new job scope is really refreshing. Time passes on like a flash! The moment I check my work-pc time, its already 5.10pm and im rushing to close all programs and switch off my pc. Its like you never feel bored or whatever cos there's always work piling up, no matter what.

In any case, The kakak-kakak kat office are the best! Lunch time kan kita puasa, lepak ngan dorang lah apa lagi kannn. And there was one time all of us are having menses and WE ORDERED MCDONALDS!

and of course the kecohness. When Kakak-Kakak Combines, I am the Captain Happiest *insert Captain Planet tune*

and some camwhoring of course. Nowadays Im lazy to take out my digicam(1 time)

Anyways, my face is getting pimplier(plural for pimply. There is no such a word lah bodo so jgn spot aku).

Ni sebab apa tau, I edit gambar. Eh suke ah nak edit sampai takder pimple tak boleh?

But behold the truth.. cos ni confirm plus Signature, tak edit.

CAN SEE THE SMALL pimple, mushrooming my face? SIAK AKU STRESS!

Im on a treatment with the doctor(again) now. Hopefully it heals FAST!

On another note, bus rides are also the best with Kak JuliMar! EHEHHE. We were all fasting then there came a topic about telur dadar. Especially the well-cooked one with some brownish patch and yellowish, fluffy and tenderizing.

And immediately,
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Truth be told, Telur dadar can make us weak in the knees and I would definitely choose telur dadar over BOYFRIEND. errrmmm.. Ok correction, I want both! EHEHE

And guess who gets a haircut? Damn, you guys tagged me about my hair sooo late cos..

Im re-considering it now after dismissing the idea to FINALLY WORK ON MY HAIR. But hey, Im not done yet.. WHOOO GETS THE HAIR CUT!?

None other than...
MY COUSIN!

There goes the personality of Mat Rocker. Eh, Rock never die ok.

As much as I LOVE THE PINK CANVAS and the butterfly decorations, I got to admit, THAT PAIR OF CHOPPER/Scissors are damn scary. My cousin is going through so much pain mesmerising on how his hair atracted alot of girls and lice(ok kidding. No lice lah!) SIAK, I WOULD CRY IF THIS UNCLE WAS MY CUTTER(in reality, Barber!) WHICH GIRL GOES TO A BARBER?

I know.. I do..

WHEN I WAS YOUNG GIRL LAH!

Ok back to his traumatic face.

What's done is done kan?

And the Uncle just have to ask the question whether he wants to collect his chopped hair. He said, NO.

Definitely a good choice! Welcome to the Abang-Abang Senior in Poly, WORLD!

That's it for this entry. Catch my next entry by tomorrow cos IT WILL BE A PRIVATE ENTRY! Wooohooo. Ciao babies!

Procrastination turns to a whole lot of deceiving

2008-10-11T09:25:00.000-07:00

Oh babes, its been sooooooo long seh. I was overhauled with alot of Reality Drama and activities that this blog was filled with cobwebs cos there's spiders/spammers now. Just look at my tagboard, quite a few of them.

Anyways, I didnt expect my blog to still receive tags. Thank you ladies. And Kak JuliMar(bukan nama sebenar tapi YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE BABY!) who always complains that when each and everyday she visits my blog, she is reading the "No Link With Raya" title. And that made her even memorise the whole thing in my previous entry. So sweet kan you? HUGSSS. Anyways..

SORRY DORRY STRAWBERRY LADIES.

Im uploading them pictures now. Will post them by TODAY.

This procrastination disease have yet to stop. Im juicing and calling in some drama in my blog.

Later!

No Link with Raya

2008-10-02T00:03:00.001-07:00

I need to do something with my hair. Its quite messy

Any suggestions?

Sudah lama ku menghilang

2008-09-28T13:29:00.000-07:00

Ceh, title step sedih aje. Tapi padahal baru 9 hari tak update blog dah macam setahun rasanye. Actually there's ALOT to upadte about... My personal FI race(private only), another birthday celebration (private only) and some others.

But hold your horses cos my blogging juice have stop processing at the moment.

Because i will be veryyyy and i mean veryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy busy this time round. With my new work piling up and many more things to do at home, i guess i have to take a backseat in blogging for now.

Just in case I want to go on a long holiday from the cyber world, I see you girls during bloggers raya outing okay? And at that time, make sure mintak maaf okay kellysha sebab panggil aku maknenek. Siak gelaran zaman secondary school tuh. Zaman legendary siot.

Tapi kalau terserempak ke apa, jangan lupe tegur okay. I tak makan orang tau. Jangan cakap makan orang, Makan ice-cream pun tak boleh sebab apa tau.. puasa beb. So, the tongue lashing and the gossip making will all be during the bloggers outing okay babies. Love you all. :)

Selamat Pertengahan Ramadhan!

2008-09-20T14:40:00.000-07:00

Time passes on fast, kejam celik, dah pun pertengahan ramadhan. next week dah last week before Raya comes in October.

Mifzal pun dah besar. He is like a parrot now. Follows whatever I say. Monkey-see, Monkey do. Even doing stupid things seems so right. AHAHHA.

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SELAMAT PERTENGAHAN RAMADHAN SEMUA! LOVE YOU ALL STILL!

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More pictures on Birthday Celebration and others

2008-09-16T10:20:00.000-07:00

How could I forget these two..

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Yes, THE FAT AND OBIT ONE have drawn the line. :)

Wet Monday Morning

2008-09-15T09:53:00.000-07:00

Taken on Friday!

What a Wet day to start off the week. Its no longer Monday blues. Its MNM (Monday Ngantuk, Mak) seh. Speaking of which, I have received and uploaded some photos taken on Friday. Thank you Kak siti!!

Anways, my "no-paid leave" for Ramadhan just started and I am quite happy for a second. But I am still fasting though. Kalau uzur, haus semacam seh! Opps!

Like what baby said, Hah, bilang satu dunia ah you dah start "cuti". Eh, eh overrrr sekali seh dia. Jangan jealous okay baby?

This week will be my last week at the reception. Starting Thursday, kakak reception will come back from her maternity leave and I will be transferred to the other building, just across the street to do Purchasing and relief another person on Maternity leave. Im going to be verrry busy and I dont think I have time to blog, surf the web, browse through people in friendster or facebook and also play my all-time favourite game eversince I came at the recep, SPIDER SOLITAIRE!

Oh well, I just hope I still can stick to my lunch buddies because there are the best there ever was! Gerek giler!

Kak hawa, Kak Lia and Kak Siti.

More pictures to come this week. There's still pictures from previous weeks taken at work.

But hor, I guess this is the best picture taken of me is the one below. Agree?

In need of career change. Any vacancy in the circus?

Of Iqbal's Surprise Party and Bloggers Outing

2008-09-14T21:05:00.000-07:00

Before anyhing else, Sorry Iqbal kene tipu yang 20th aku free. Sengaje lah cakap gitu sebab apa tau, kita nak surprise kau on the 13th! All thanks to your lovely gf okay. She is for keeps ah babe! *winks

Saturday was packed with so much fun. Must thank the bf for making things happen. Alhamdullilah, I am able to satisfy both parties, Iqbal's and bloggers.

First part of the day was the sneak into the resturant room surprise yang tak menjadi. We were all ready at Amirah's Grill private room waiting for Iqbal. But due to miscommunication and some cock-ups here and there on ordering the drinks and food just minutes before buka and the crowd taking buffet, I guess its impossible to hide.

To surprise him in the room itself tak menjadi. Birthday boy saw us already because my brilliant friends decide to break their fast by smoking. Seriously, the stairway to our room is damn pack with people taking food from the buffet spread. So infinity of apologies to my dearest Maria. She cried okay! I seriously feel so bad!

After Iqbal spotted Thena from far, he had no choice but to wave and held his hands up and said surprise. I was hiding behind the pillar and cursing.. SHIT SHIT SHIT!!

But somehow, the look on Iqbal's face is seriously priceless. He didnt expect to see us there. He was smilling from ear to ear seeing us from far. He came and hugged everyone personally! He was gleeful and happy like seriously smiling!! AHAHAH. At least he is happy to see us seh because he was sooooo depressed(according to Maria) on the way there. EHEHEHE.

Presenting Maria(OMG I LOVE YOUR SMILE AH MARIA!!!)
and Iqbal (The Birthday Boyy!!)

And believe me, those arent the only crowd there. The room quite pack with people. Eventhough pack, still cosy. EHEHEHE. And I didnt know why i took sooo little shots with my camera. These are all I had of Amirah's Grill and a little more. Shessh, So Im waiting for the other camera from Maria. HEEEEEEEEEE

MY BESTFRIEND EVER!

Then all thanks to dearest for zooming here and there and be the photographer. I love you lots baby!! Went to meet the bloggers at geylang, well to embrace those moments we had together! Bukan senang siot nak jumpe.. Dua tahun sekali! AHAHHAHA. Some came in my life in 2004 and 2005. Those are: Ashie, Moktelyamja, Iraspydey and Titivok. And in 2006: NanaSontoloyo. In 2007: Wawakiss. In 2008: YanaBaby, Titibelle and Yana Lee. Cheers to our friendships, babe! AND to more more more wonderful memories!

The girls are beautiful I tell you. Fuck lah hate-tagger ke apa ker apa nak kutuk ke nak maki ke, No one can bring us down. We are real in reality no matter what you say. Cos you dont matter okay? Go hide yourself behind your PC ok. Alamak, this is so unnecessary. AHAHHAA

Gorgeous girls! Apa lagi kan kalau dah jumpe, ambik gambar banyak-banyak ahh!!

Introduction tak perlu. You see us, You know us! EHEHEHEH. Hugs semua!!

I think Miss Congenialty goes to Ira. Everyone LOVES IRA KAN! I know, I DO!!! EHEHHE

Mok-Tel. Alamak panjang sangat ah. LET's just stick with Kecik, okay? KECIKKKKKKK!!

And Wawa, nak kiss?

And damn Ashie, YOU ARE GOOD ENOUGH FOR ME CAN?(refers to her blog addy: Notgudenuf)

That's what girls do. EHEHHEE

Ira and Yana Lee. Rambut vogue lah ok YanaLee.EHEHHEE

Titi and Ira'spydey

These two are the contrast. Titibelle senyum aje no matter what so cute lah okay. Ira pulak asyik buat orang ketawe jer. EHEHEHEHE!

With Titivok's beautiful hair. Kesian Titibelle kene block. EHEHEH.

Ahhh better!

Lepas tuh, dah start ah merepek meraban..

Cangkung pun jadi lah. Takde hal.

Informal Shot gone wrong!

Omg, I look so.. hysteric! AHAHAH! Even the photographer laughed at my face ok after taking this shot. Thanks eh baby, THANKS! EHEHEHEH

Them, Us, We.

Here's to more years to come, babes!

Ok that's that. After making that, made a move back to Amirah's grill. Had to buy murtabak so dropped by Zam Zam. Guess who I bumped into?

MISS AYUMEEEE! Raya jangan lupa tag along okay! Hugshugshugs! So sweet lah she!! Yang paling kelakar, dua dua shocked to see each other.

And yea, leftover pics at Amirah's
And oh yeah, Beautiful girls also!!!

Ok dah. Beautiful day indeed for me. hugs semua! Thanks again baby for making this happen me lovelovelovelovelove youuuuu! :)

Silent Cry of a Member

2008-09-10T22:20:00.000-07:00

No lah, this is not a sad post. Member gua masuk TV jadi EXTRA in Silent Cry series. Ceh, Jeritan Sepi lah! Takkan korang tak tengok? Ive heard that its the next big thing right after Rahsia Perkahwinan, Erlin montel and past season's Jeritan Sepi(s). But this one no Cik Leh but... an old auntie. Tapi tetap gerek lah okay. Macam nak sepak2 muke si Sara.. Ngan Mak si Sara sekali.

Eh Bal, aku record kau punye scene okay!

MAL KAPER!? AHAHHA. Nama macam seakan-akan nama kau eh, Bal. Tapi lu berlakon ada pujian dari mak gua and kakak-kakak ipar gua ah. Kebetulan kan, the WHOLE family is at home. They bombard me with alot of question like how you get this role and how much they pay you etc. Lah, dah macam kau punye spokesperson lah pulakkk.

Dia siang aje nampak macho macam abang-abang. But at night, ....

(refers to Blackmail photo of BryanBoy)

ok enough said. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA! Eh, jangan bunge pls. I was tempted to upload that photo in my blog seh. Tapi kau punye kebunga-an takleh angkat. Lagipun I must be nice to birthday boy. Eh bila mau jumpa? 20th aku fweee taw!

No Evil in Ramadhan. Just angels.

2008-09-09T22:19:00.000-07:00

Today Im going to teach you about restricting yourself from being evil. As you know, Ramadhan is the month whereby all devils will be jailed in hell. Therefore, there is no reason for you to do be evil and do sins. If you still do sins then its not the devils' fault. But solely yours.

Even a monkey(and two others) can teach those malicious girls out there something..

See No Evil eventhough you see slits from girl's beautiful valley that will make you droll and Guys wonderful body yumyum.

Say or breathe No Evil. I do believe that when you say something, you are actually taking in oxygen at the end of your sentence. But when you start to say or curse someone or everyone you know, then might as well dont breathe. Just suffocate and die. Its better that way.

Hear No Evil eventhough your eyes might just popped out like raw fishballs.

If you manage to do all those in this holy month, then congratulations my friend, You are a certified angel.
*insert twinkle sound*

If you dont succeed, then, you will be the

Fallen angel. No, this is not a ghost picture or anywhere related to ghost.

No harm trying to be an angel.

Of course you will stumble somewhere..

Just dont ever give up on yourself..

and you succeed!

Lunch time is forever great. People are busy stuffing their face with food, we are busy exercising our belly by laughing. I expect a six-pack coming my way. NOT! Good afternoon everyone!

State of Euphoria.

2008-09-05T11:31:00.000-07:00

With money in my wallet and getting to see my dearest after sooooooooooo loong, I FELT SUPER happy. So after reaching home, I took self-shots of myself. Basic apa kalau dah happy sangat!! EHEHEH.

And when I am happy, I SHALL POST THE SHOTS TODAY. WOOOHOOOOOO. Not that great shotslah tapi dah happy sangat, sakai ke masam ke masai ke ronyok ke rambut tak sikat ke muka tak mandi ke muka penat ke dll(dan lain-lain lagi), to me its fineeeee!

Straight away sampai rumah,letak beg, ambik camera and click click click. AHAHAHHA. DASAR *GERMBIRA* SANGAT SAMPAI TAK TAHU SPELL. PLEASE SPOT!

See the glee in my face.
Memang takde kerje, I KNOW!!!!

Abih HAPPY THOUGHTS STRETCHED ALL DAY WAY TODAY AND I AM STILL HAPPY AT THIS VERY MOMENT. SO I POST TO YOU THIS SHOT TAKEN A FEW MINUTES AGO!

Nah ambik kau peha KFC aku ORIGINAL PUNYE! Talking of which, IM HAVING KFC TODAY. double, triple and quadraple the happiness! Ahhh, its been soooo long since I felt this way.

AND AND AND... TODAY I AM GOING SWIMMING AGAIN WITH MY COLLEAGUES. YEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and she rambles on to different directions.

2008-09-03T17:50:00.000-07:00

These are pictures taken minutes before I left for Negri Sembilan. Somehow it does ease my grief.

Mifzal sayang..

But the effects of perking me up was temporary. Everyone was quiet in the car. Well, the car is not ours and our whole life just depends on the owner of the car, who is the chauffer for the day and charge us $450 for a round-about-trip.

Will we reach safely? My feelings jumbled up to be a big mess. I was damn sleepy, missing Mifzal because he is not following, missing my other half cos its been a week since I can see or touch him again, missing friends and missing a whole nuclear family from the paternal side. So I had malaysian blood running in my veins, but that does not mean that I am Malaysian. And baby please, stop teasing me and calling me Malaysian. I am sensitive when it comes to this. I disregard the whole Malaysian Politics because well.. its none of my business and it doesnt affect one bit of the peace and harmony in Singapore. But that does not mean I dont know anything.

Ok so I have digressed a little. sorry!

Upon reaching there, everyone was trying to hide the grief, constantly wiping their eyes. Eventhough my grandfather was buried, his presence is felt. Like seriously, there was one time I felt as if he was still in his room, coughing. Only to find out an empty room, I guess I miss him so much. But seriously, I miss him eventhough he smell bad and was unkept after the accident. Hey, he used to bring me to the shop nearby just to get me tidbits. And I vividly remember being a child, I used to sit in front of his motorcycle and got the 1st hand view of a rider. Damn it was cool and yea, dust kept going into my eyes.

and I have digressed again.

My grief-striken grandmother was quiet and always look out to the window. When we reached, tears well-ed up in her eyes. She was speechless. Nobody dared to ask her about how she feels because its obvious in her eyes.

I love touching her. All saggy and soft especially on her cheeks. Felt like a baby.

And well, so many mouths to feed. Kids are all over running and playing. Basically there are cliques. The men will either be out or sitting down at the corner smoking and discussing issues. The women will be in the kitchen. The children will go down and play. And me? Well, I was in the teenagers clique whereby we sit down and update on whats going on with our life. But I did spend time in the kitchen to help them in preparing the dishes.

This was one of them

Round 1 Nasi Goreng prepared by my Chef uncle.

And Round 2 Nasi Goreng prepared by my mum. Well, my uncle have to help her with the mixing cos its very heavy and we are dealing with 5KG of rice here

Can see my grandma in kain batik? Sexy kan kan kan.

and other pictures

There were lots of food but i didnt manage to capture them as i was busy doing these:

1) Sitting down in front and talking to my grandmother and cousins
2) Helping out in the kitchen
3) Makan
4) Taking care of my cute little cousins.
5) Eating rambutans
6) Sweeping the whole floor 3 times a day
7) I dont quite remember but the TV was off for FRIDAY AND SATURDAY.

Didnt find the time to reach out for my digicam in my bag because obviously I was occupied with things.

The routine is simple. You have to queue up for FOOD and TOILET. And the only time we are looking for was MAKAN TIME. AHAHAHA.

I went back to Singapore by train. no not MRT but KTM. and 1/3 of them send us there. Takes about a whole 35 mins to reach the train station.

ALL including the men behind. Thats only 1/3 of my uncles.

With Dad and Mum

I miss you baby and its been weeks lah! :(

Tak perlu tahu

2008-09-02T10:04:00.000-07:00

gambar last month

So many things in my mind right now. As you all know, my paternal grandfather passed away on Friday morning. Kelam-kabut giler SEH. Tengah syiok-syiok tidur dalam bus transport on the way to work, just to end up all sobby and teary eyed. I AM SO GUILTY OF NOT VISITING HIM!!!!!!!!

Dah sampai office, terus balik rumah naik teksi. Tak hegeh-hegeh punye because I have to BALIK KAMPUNG! Negeri Sembilan is not very near okay. It took us about 5 hours to reach there. By the time we reached, he was already buried. :`(

Tak bagus simpan mayat lama-lama so lepas Solat Jumaat terus dorang kebumikan my atuk. He is 82 years old. My dad menyesal tak sudah. Allah lagi menyayangi my atuk. Kesian orang tua tuh tak terjaga. Baru ura-ura nak bawak dia balik Singapore, ajal dah sampai. Sebab apa tao, after the incident whereby he was hit by an incoming lorry in 2005, terus dia jadi tak betul. Cakap sorang2, kencing and berak merata-rata, marah tak tentu pasal. Sayu teramat lah sangat tengok dia.

Apa lagi, my grandmother is quite big sized and all she did was sitting down. Its very hard for her to walk as she will have to terkedek-kedek in slow-motion and hold the stick to go toilet. Even after finally getting up back to her feet takes about 2 mins or so, she will kencing there and then. Kesian seh nenek ku.

So, bertambah lah hancing.

Dah sampai kampung, as usual, dirty and semak. Tapi rumah my nenek jugak so tak boleh nak cakap ape. Hidup susah. Tapi anak and cucu ramai siak. Apa tak, 9 anak lelaki siak and my father is the eldest. Alah long story ah okay.

All i know is, we will be bringing her to Singapore. Bukan susah nak jaga kan. Comfortable cos kat sini bersih, makan minum orang jaga, kencing pun tak pasal takde hal. Lagipun ada bilik kosong kan. But for now, she is reluctant to follow cos she said Arwah my atuk will visit home and will be sad if she is not there. OMG.

Buat kenduri for 2 days straight then back to Singapore on Sunday. Penat seh. Anyways, semoga rohnya di cucuri rahmat. Atuk, semoga kamu selesa di sana.

So the moral of the story: Treasure the ones around you, love them as much as they wanted, care for them no matter how tired you are. Especially, your parents. Because life is a surprise. One moment you are here, the next moment, you might be gone. And at that very moment, how you wished you can rewind back time.

the thing is.. you cant.

love you all! :)

Innalillah wainnalillahirojiuun

2008-08-29T19:33:00.000-07:00

My grandfather in Negri Sembilan, Malaysia passed away just this morning at 2am. Am going there now. Am very sad right now.

just lost the mood. Be back next week. Hugs semua

anorexia in the office

2008-08-26T00:07:00.000-07:00

Dont mind the title of this post. I am feeling anorexic now. Not eaten a single thing cos I have undeliberately vomitted twice already. I think im having some kind of stomach flu or food poisoning.

I used to have the intention to be anorexic and did it.. erm twice last week? Both times I failed because you know I smell food. I MUST EAT AT LEAST A LITTLE OKAY.

Then hor, the failed attempts to starve myself then became bullimic because I am guilty of eating. Twice aje but it feels goddam good!

But this time its real. I puked out my lunch. My stomach is really painful

PS: Nurul.h dear, You are always there for me. I just cannot believe that this year we are going hari raya WITHOUT YOU! Im sure going to be a loner this year. Lets just hope that Thena doesnt bring his ~~boyfriend~~girlfriend, if any, so at least when there's a bird, I can go under his armpit to take cover. Gonna miss you babe. In fact, siallahhhh I MISS YOU NOW ALREADY!!!! AND THENATHAYALAN, IF BY ANY CHANCE YOU ARE READING MY BLOG.. I MISS YOU LAH YOU BLOODY BITCH!

ok, i feel like vomiting again. DAH KAT TEKAK!!!

Oh sudah kah kau tahu?

2008-08-25T11:50:00.000-07:00

Refer to baju: Biru!

Okay today is ... ermm... today is total Biru Isnin(Monday Blues). Ngantuk boleh tahan ah kat tempat kerje. Balik rumah dah aim nak cuci muka terus tidur sampai buka. Buka apa? BUKA PUASA LAH.

Itu lah dia kalau nak bayar balik puasa last minit. I still have 2 more days. So if I can survive today, then I will have 1 more day to bayar. Ok ni sumer unnecessary tapi kalau korang boring giler, korang mesti baca punye no matter what. EHHEHEHE

Ramadhan is next week. Alhamdullilah! I cant wait for ramadhan to start. We will also be cheated with nafsu-nafsi nak makan. Selalu gitu tau! Tengok makanan ke minuman tempting giler sampai rasa macam nak pengsan. Sekali, minum air sikit aje da rasa wasted sebab actually not that thirsty. AHAHHAHAHAH

The thing about me is, Ramadhan will not only get me spiritual giler babi pious(terawih babe!!!) but also will get me slim(well, abit). Coz my body is like a yoyo yaw! Kalau tak makan sangat leh kurus. Kalau makan byk sangat leh gemuk. Ah, macam gitu ah.

Nak buat kuih, Nak kemas rumah dan macam macam lagii!!! Wah pack nye activity Bulan Ramadhan ni. Bulan yang suci!

So, I am aiming for no rice and no sahur? We will see lah hor.

OH YAH! Have to set aside duit untuk baju raya -$300. Kasut- $50 .Dont know what colour to choose this year yet. Nanti last minute tengok astu suka, then beli. Ahhh macam gitu ah. But definitely not blue okay.

Oh btw, I tengah ngidam nak makan ketam. Kak Birtney have been talking about it then i was like thinking.... EH LAMA SEH TAK MAKAN KETAMM!!!

FUYOOOOOOOHHH! Sesungguhnya aku berpuasa.
Kepada Syaitan sedang On-duty: Please shoo, AKU NAK COMPLETE PUASA HARI NI JUGAK!

To whom it may concern

2008-08-22T17:03:00.000-07:00

Eh please eh. Aku dah fed-up ngan perangai kau yang tak pernah sikit pun kisah tentang perasaan aku. At times like these, I wish we were strangers from the start.

ok bye nak gi swimming!

Spontaneous Meetup and Loves

2008-08-18T13:13:00.000-07:00

Hello! Hover to my private blog babes! I have updated!

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Ciao babies!

Reason Being.. (A tribute to bloggers I know)

2008-08-18T13:10:00.000-07:00

So I have decided not to delete this blog. Reason being? Because of you bloggers actually. I was very much tempted to close this one down because I see no interest in blogging my life while the world sees and judge your every move. But you see hor, the words written here doesnt really sums up about me. So dont you dare judge me.

Some of my friendship ties are from bloggers themselves. I am serious. We have known each other since I was 17 I think. Thats 4 years back! And closing my blog would mean that I am closing my ties with every blogger I know. I dont want that to happen.

Even so we are only bloggers and our ties are bound only in the web and tagboards, they still mean alot to me somehow.

For example,
Ira'spydey. She is just a blogger. But she is so down-to-earth! The first time I met her was during Hari Raya 2005. Then, we termed her as our "chong" since that time zaman-zaman gangster. And nonono, gangterism is not in our dictionary. But hor what I can tell you is that..one look from Ira will make you begging for mercy. But one word from her makes you laugh and love her all the same. AWEEE.

Ashie. Where the hell are you. Yes, she is a real life mannequin. Met her at the Hari Raya 2005 outing together with Titivok, Ira'spydey, Moktelyamja and the rest(some of them donno where they have gone to!) So I thought she is one stuck-up person because she is damn gorgeous. She is very fair in person and we love looking at her in "awee" admiration. AHAHAH!! But dont be fooled, SHE IS A VERY NICE PERSON!

Titivok. Omg, I know you are my distant relative from blogging! This is because I went to some wedding and post pictures. Its quite a distant relative so I post the camwhoring photos and such. And there came.. TITIVOK tagging my tagboard and told me that was her sister's wedding. I WAS LIKE REALLY SHOCKED LAH! How can I not notice her seh. And we are friends from there.

Moktelyamja. Omg, this nick is changed from kecik right? AHAHA. Met her during Hari Raya 2005. Very sweet in person. Shy-shy. And I REALLY LOVE YOUR MOTHER's COOKING lah. We ate ape eh.. Nasi Briyani ke Nasi Minyak? SEDAP I TELL YOU! And i still remember your mum's hand got scalded at that time with the bandage at her hand.

Skarlet. During the Hari Raya 2005, we went to Fyza Skarlet's House! Eventhough she didnt join the outing, she invited us to go to her house. THATS THE FIRST TIME I SAW HER AHAHAHHA!! Super sweet I tell you! Her little sister is so pretty and cute! and so is she.. omg.. GORGEOUS! Ini macam blind date gitu belum pernah jumpe lepas tuh jumpe. AHAHHA

Kellysha. We shared the same ex bf. AHAHAHA. Remember Fazz'Berg? That keparat? AHAHAHHA And little that I know is she also my DISTANT RELATIVE! Omg, SINGAPORE SO SMALL! Everybody knows everybody. Just recently I posted this pakcik photo singing at my brother's wedding then came her tagging and told me that was her nenek's brother. OMG! Pelik tapi benar. Then hor, she shouted my name when she was on her bf's bike. THAT WAS MY FIRST TIME SEEING HER. and our first conversation was at the bike itself waiting for the traffic light to turn green. AHAHAH.

Idah C. Omg, I knew you from blogging also! Never have the chance to meet you in person during bloggers outing because I didnt go. But pernah terserempak kat pasar malam. A tall and funky girl. Omg, she's a dancer you know! There was once I was reading her blog then my brother came from nowhere and asked whether is that Siti Sarah(penyanyi malaysia).. I was like.. No lah.. My friend. AHAHAHHA.

NanaSontoloyo. The first time I meet you and KNOW YOU AT THE SAME TIME was at MY HOUSE! Hari Raya 2006 I think. AHAHAHHA. I invited the bloggers to my place since I cant join them for the hari raya outing. She was eating sotong hitam and despite getting her teeth and mouth black, she sooo love that dish that my mum cook. Little that I know that she has skills in creating templates. REALLY REALLY BRILLIANT SKINS!

Kit'Ain. Omg, I first met her in 2006 at vivocity. Really love her lovely moles! She is one bomb to me. GORGEOUS! Gerek punye orang! I can vividly remember the conversation we had about vaginas. AHAHAHHA

Yann. Yann I seriously dont know how we met. But from blogsphere of cos kan! AHAHAHAH! I terserempak with her at Cineleisure. Ahem, and she is one small sized baby I SUKER YOUR BADAN PLEASE SPANK ME! AHAHHA! Will be looking forward to meet you again okay?

And recently this year, I have made friends with YANABABY, SARAH, MRS ZULKI. OMG and I am not regretting any bit of it. They are really gerek people. Yanababy and Sarah are NanaSontoloyo's friends. They are also my tuition students. We will resume our tuition asap okay babes! HUGS!!

Mrs Zulki. She is really peramah gileerrrr punye orang! I am looking forward to meet you darling. Reallly really! Then we can talk talk talk non-stop okay!

Ada lagi ah too many to mention. like seriously. EVERYONE OF YOU(listed and unlisted) makes a part of me. CEHHHHH!

Puasa pun nak dekat.. Raya pun nak datang. Amacam? bloggers outing for buka puasa and hari raya? BILA.. BILA.. BILAAA!!

Cos we know its true.

2008-08-17T01:33:00.000-07:00

Thank you Iqbal for the brilliant shot!

Will update with beautiful pictures in my private blog. Have a good Sunday everyone!

On random things

2008-08-14T18:35:00.001-07:00

I just figure out that I am very lazy to blog. Am thinking whether to delete this or not.

how?

I want to be a kid again

2008-08-12T11:53:00.000-07:00

Weekends was full of makan time for me and my family members. I dont bother to join the crowd to see fireworks only to be stuck in between perspiring and grouchy humans. Its better to just sit at home and relax. I need all the time in the world to catch up on my sleep and to bond with mum.

What more, on Sunday was tahlil at my cousin's house. It was fun meeting my cousin and her kids again. Also the presence of everyone really did make my day. There was mini party for the kids as we celebrated Aliyah's belated birthday. She is 8 years old.. and this is what she told me..

Aliyah: Kalau Aliyah dah umur macam Aunty Fizah, Aliyah nak go around the world
My Aunt: Abih siapa sponsor?
Aliyah: Work and save lah!
My Aunt: I dont think its enough to tour the world

ME: Ya lor. I only starting to work. Itupun I never continue studying. If you were to further your studies, you must be older than me to tour the world.

Aliyah: ....

ME: I only have 100 bucks in my bank account.

Aliyah: I got more than you
ME: Yek eleh action pulak budak ni.

Aliyah: Ye lah, coins Aliyah banyak. Like many many coins kan, if you count, you can get $3 already.
Me and My Aunt: AHAHAH. Okaylah acceptable.

She is so cute. Oh kids. Flashback when I was 8 years old, everybody seems to love me. They would praise me for my intelligence and laugh at every little things I say. Maybe I did talk like her, inspiring to be somebody or to do something when I am older. But little did she know that nothing comes easy. But at 8 years old, I dont have to care about what people think of me. I just have to be so childish and chirpy. AHAHAH

How I wish I was 8 years old again. :(

Well, here are the pictures!

Ohkay, He was focusing on the cake and not Aliyah's puny ass. EHEHE

The Kids. The birthday girl was in purple.

Aliyah, why your face like that? Andddd I cut off Ryan's head unintentionally. alahai kesiannnyee!

I didnt realise his head was cut off only after reviewing it back. AHAHA.

Ahh better.

Sisterly Love

Blow candles, cut cake

Ryan Adam with his Mum and Pak Busu

Makcik-makcik and Cousin-cousin

and with yours truly!

There's lots of food. Mee Hoon Goreng, Nasi Goreng, Macaroni Goreng, Kacang Pool, Epok-epok, Rojak, Nasi Briyani. TOO many things to mention.
And there's...

AHAHA. I grabbed the double Chocolate. Urmmmmm sedap!

And the best part about Sunday was.. THE MAJOR PYJAMA PARTAAAYYY! I was shocked when mum decides to sleepover with Mifzal at my cousin's place. Why not kan since im not working on Monday! WOooooot!

Then on Monday was pure slacking for me. Nasib baik ada member.
Mifzal my darling!

Cheeky tau budak ni!

Aunty dia pun cheeky tau. :p (dont mind my smelly face)

Aunty loves you sayang!

Budak ni sibuk tau tidur kat katil orang. Meet Tina, the cat

She might seem harmless but her number 1 enemy is Mifzal. I dont know why!! I think she is jealous of him lor!

Although Mifzal very much would like to touch her, still, despite the scratches that he got. He is seriously a loverboy. :)

AND MIFZAL NOW CAN SAY BYE-BYE, PLEASE, AUNTY, CAR, AYAH, BAAA(BUS) and also TINA!

He makes me wanna have a baby of my own seh. Eh wait, Im only 8 years old. I need a hug! ;P

God is fair. Laugh and enjoy now. Cry later for eternity.

2008-08-08T18:48:00.000-07:00

As we struggle to earn a living, we humans are actually oblivious of what is happening around us. I was talking to one of the big bosses just now and he shared his two cents of what he thinks of the world, having to deal with the widening of income gap between the rich and the poor.

He was saying about Americans manipulating and monopolizing the market.

As time passed, the rich are becoming richer and the poor are becoming poorer. Time passes on and wait for no man. Even so, I do believe that we are contradictors. Mainly money. Nothing is ever enough. If you thought earning 2K is enough, once you reached it.. you begin to say.. I wish I was earning more than that. And even if you did earn at least 6K, I still think its never enough to satisfy anyone.

Because the more you earn, the bigger you tend to spend! Be it whoever. We are born with greed in our blood. evil evil greed.

What is the reason for living? To earn as much money as you can? To be the most gorgeous/handsome person?

I truly believe in after-life. You may enjoy the luxuries now despite the sins that you have done. But no one can escape the after-life. Jugdements are made for the things you have done in your life right now. You dont bring along your laptop or psp. You will be there naked in front of everybody only to be equipped and backpacked with good and evil deeds.

And that is the most important thing in life. They say, the most intelligent person is the one that prepares himself/herself well to meet God. because he is one that gave you life and nothing else matters.

Today I am spiritual. Thank you. :)

happy happy missing you :p

2008-08-06T08:45:00.000-07:00

Laughing like a drunkard hyaena with your own family and newest addition to the family, Kak Lia, never felt so good. What more, we roar the whole of Pizza Hut. And me producing my own bomb and denote it out loud through the buttcrack, without any guilty feeling, really sums up everything. Although the after effect of denoting the bomb may cause them to puke the pizza out back to the table, WHO CARES! Im comfortable and happy! And so are my brothers with their partners and my nephews. And so is Mum! WOOOOOOOT!

Still, there's something missing. Yet, the lonely nights of hearing my voicemail over and over again to his voice message like a lullaby before I go to sleep. Also, laughing at the most MUSHIEST ever message I ever heard in my life from the person I dearly love.

baby come home soon.

Abg-Abg Aku Dah Kahwin Oei! (Part 2)

2008-08-04T22:13:00.000-07:00

Okay this post is full with pictures. Kalau naik menyampah ke, naik boring ke.. tolong tutup computer sebab confirm your eyes will sore after this entry.

Ive left you with my camwhoring pictures in my previous entry. and it doesnt stop there. :p

Sunday morning was super lenggggiiit for me because ive spent the previous night being the part time maid only to bump in bed at about 1am. Clearing the plates and tables. There are guests on Saturday night for those who cannot make it on Sunday. And there are no Kendarats on Saturday.. So SENDIRIAN BERHAD LAH KITA...

Nasib baik aku tak stay cuci pinggan wei. Maklumlah, I was wearing a very nice striking yellow kebaya on saturday evening after the solemnization ceremony. But too bad I did not take any shots. So, lap meja and lap pinggan pun kene maintain takut stain my kebaya.

So on Sunday morning, I woke up early as usual and got ready. Buat kerje rumah as usual and got ready. Then I went to the carpark to help my aunt decorate the wedding car.

Taa daaa!

So, I was masai.. AHAHAH

So My uncle wanted to take his picture. AHAH

and we are still busy

Done with the car then touch up makeup lagi.. ceh macam aku pulak nak kahwin.. Apa lagi lah kan..

then wait for my brother to come down to proceed to the groom's place.

Ceh wah lambatnye jalan!!

HANDSOME OR WHAT LAH SEH? AHAHAHHAHA!!!

Sibuk perparing him lah talk lah whatever lah!

Then off with the hadrah boys!

Oh if you didnt know, the colour code for relatives and family is yellowish gold.

Oh, the food at my place is yummy. Ada AYAM GORENG! EHEHEH

Then it was time to go to the bride's side. Since its my brother's wedding, he has bike friends who are those abg-abg tak main apa apa baju ke racing ke design ke. I call them abg abg dah tua relax pun baik. One thing eh, their pillions(mostly their gf) dont even care to don baju kebaya ke baju kurung. Baju macam pergi TOWN lah seh. IM SERIOUS! HRMMPH!

Siak ah, its a MALAY wedding. Kalau nak pergi orang kahwin tolong pakai baju senonoh sikit eh leggings tuh semua tak perlu. You have money to buy maxi dresses, barbie doll dresses but no money to buy baju kebaya or baju kurung? At least wear those kebaya nyonya lah with pants. ISH!

So they followed. As usual, bising ah perah minyak. Tapi Im glad there's not many of them and they didnt make a scene.

In the bus going to the bride's place..

Really far lah the place. So me and my aunt apa lagi kannn.

Then dah sampai at the bride's place..

Sebelum duduk ke apa kan. Ada halangan macam biasa. orang nak mintak duit gantry

And lepas satu, SATU LAGI halangan. Mak oii macam ERP LAH SEH.

So my brother kene duduk and tengok orang silat.

Can you see me at the midst of the crowd? Im looking at my brother. As he was witnessing the silat, I was like controlling my tears. In my heart, I said , "OMG ABG AKU PENGANTIN.. OMG ABG AKU DAH KAHWIN. OMG OMGOMGGG!!!" That's when thoughts running through my head. We are not that close as brothers and sisters but i really love him. Haizzz. omg, emosi nye akuuu!!

Makan lagiii
I like this shot lah seh. :)

Aliyah and Kak Long

With my cousin and her daughter

Mak Busu Hawa

Nazirah aka Gegerl my Chinese cuzzy. We makeup for her that day. SO SWEET LAH CAN?

Ambik gambar please!

Then went back to the groom's place.
Cepat naik kereta weii nak balik nieee.

Dah sampaii...

Astu duduk and tengok orang silat.. lagi.. kali ini with the bride. EHEH

Kaki boleh terkehel okay.

Abg ni silat and bukak kepakkk! EHEH

I donno who is this pakcik but he is a relative. So he was singing karaoke. And so, i dont know why I have his picture. :p

And somebody came lah seh.. Paiseh or what baby?

So it was getting to know session for him and my makcik2. AHAHHA Member paiseh oi. Shy kape?

And the ones opposite us, Makcik2 and cousin dan sewaktu dengannye

Ok now you can breathe because no more picture to show. HEHE! Erm, my wedding? 5 years time okay babes. EHEHEHEH. Ingat kahwin free ke ape!? Hugs all!

Sickly

2008-08-02T23:49:00.000-07:00

(Pictures taken from wedding reception day on Sunday)

Sorry for not posting the rest of the wedding reception pictures today. Will do it the next time round. I did not attend work yesterday coz Im very sick. Been coughing badly and the mucus just keeps on draining down in my nostrils. ISH. Felt feverish too.

Yes, so many excuses, so little time. EHEHE. Right now im shivering as I typed this. Its like im taking in drugs like that. Ate my medication as prescribed by the doctor. Now, those drugs is taking over my body. And that doesnt mean im not going out on a saturday like today...

Keep the tags rolling. Ciao babies!

Abg-Abg Aku Dah Kahwin Oei! (Part 1)

2008-07-28T23:59:00.000-07:00

Sorry for my absence babes! My 2nd brother is MARRIED like finally last weekend! Wooot! So, the whole planning on what baju to wear, decorating the bilik pengantin. Thanks alot to my dearest Aunts and Cousins for making this wedding a successful one. Especially Busu Hawa. I LOVE YOU TO BITS LAH, BUSU!

She came all the way, through and fro to helping out with the cleaning and organising of the room to my makeup to sponsoring for the wedding car to having to make errands to buy and take the berkat. Wah, too much to mention. And also THE REST OF THEM AUNTIES AND COUSIN for their time, energy and money(wooo!). I LOVE YOU LOTS! Do the same for my wedding can, in 5 more years? :p

The Bilik Pengantin at my house

Omg, You dont know how I LOOOOVEEEEEEE bilik pengantin so much that i almost orgy in my pants! Its not only beautiful but also, the smell is super nice. Alah, the usual "bilik pengantin" smell. Smell of flowers and cakes. That kind of smell. I love BILIK PENGANTIN SO MUCH because the smell never change. If I were to be blind-folded and guess which room I am at(no matter whose house), I should have guessed it correctly if I stepped into the Bilik Pengantin. NEVA NEVA CHANGE SEH the smell. OK ENOUGH OF THE SMELL OF BILIK PENGANTIN ALREADY! IM AM SOOO OBSESSED OVER THIS SMELL THINGY!

Saturday(Nikah)

Thank you Kaklong for the Sirih Darah. LOVE LOVE YOU. BEAUTIFUL!!!

And some camwhoring by me. HOHOHO!

KakLong and I. Omg, i really love her to pieces!

Rombongan nak ke rumah Pengantin Perempuan.

Dalam Bas on the way to the Bride's place.

Atiqah(KakLong's daughter) and ME.

Busu Hawa(My Aunt) and Kak Wati(1st Bro's Wife)

Dan kekecohan dalam bas. Its a looooong journey!!!

Then we ask the people at the front rows to take the picture for us.

Tak nampak muke pun takpe, asalkan nampak tangan. EHEHE

Then at the bride's house, witnessing my brother's akad nikah.

Say hello to Mifzal and Aliyah! :)

HELLO MAKCIK AND NENEK-NENEK!

Eh wah, SEMPAT!!

My brother with the Kadi. The Kadi was explaining on the responsibility as a husband and wife and all in relation with our religion.

I have noticed that my brother is alwayyyyssss looking downwards eversince he stepped into the bride's house. I think he is nervous.

And this is the only picture of him looking slightly up.

Brothers whispering. Did i tell you I have two older brothers? EHEHE.

HELLO KAK LIA! WELCOME TO THE FAMILY! HUGS HUGS!

No thank you seh for the fan behind us that makes my hair look big against the bride

Or maybe Im just chubby. :p

Gifts from bride to groom.

Dahhalalnampak.Dah.Halal.Nampak.DahHalalNampak!

Omg, I like wanna shed a tear seh. My brother is married. He said he doesnt want to get married tau a few years ago. I think he changed his mind after seeing his gf very loyal to him. And thus, THEY GOT HITCH! WOOOOT!

Eh,eh... saper yang ambik gambar kepala kita kene potong ni... ahhh ni dia orangnye!

And lastly.. Me and the couple. Ceh couple kaper. MY BROTHER AND MY Sis in law. LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH

The pictures of the wedding reception on Sunday will be in the next entry. LOVE YOU ALL. :)

Happy Birthday NanaSontoloyo

2008-07-24T18:20:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday sayang! ME hearts you so sooooo much can? You have a bright future ahead of you. Just dont give up now okay. Eventhough we are just blogger friends and maybe you being one of my tutees(is there such a word?), I love you to bits can?

Your creativity and talent is amazing darling. You are very much wanted in the working world. Heck, I would even pay you to do my layout lah. SERIOUSLY!

STAY PRETTY DARLING. SWEET 17 lahhh!

Love you sayang. God bless you baby! HUGS TIGHT TIGHT TIGHT

PS: MEET UP SOON DARLING!! :)

Countless!

2008-07-24T09:11:00.000-07:00

You might heard it countless times that The Dark Knight is really really good. And I REALLY HAVE TO AGREE ON IT! All I did was to purchase the tickets at AXS station wayyyy before their launch. And its worth it. One thing about AXS machines is that it saves you time from all the queue and eventhough you cannot choose your seats, I bet you will get the most best seats ever. More to the back row and middle colomns. NICE!

Obviously these pictures are on the day itself.

AND I will continue in my private blog lah okay. If you want me to invite you to my private blog, do leave your email address together with your name and link at my tagboard. Thanks babes!

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Kepada sesiapa yang terasa

2008-07-21T20:40:00.000-07:00

promises are meant to be broken. i am not going to care any.more.

Learn

2008-07-21T00:53:00.000-07:00

I've seen so much that i just had to put a stop to my mind. Pausing for a second really feels like im in another world. I tend to overlook things, read between lines and also make certain stupid theories at times. Its ridiculous to think that I was forever right when I know whether issit right or wrong, it doesnt matter anyway. We MUST learn how to accept things as quickly as it happened. Its funny how the world revolves. Eventually we even say things and eat it up the next moment we start to think and rationalise. Its even more funnier when we think we are able to do it with high hopes and the next moment the world just crushes you hard on the head. Its really hard to keep the fire burning. Its even more harder when you know you are just here to reperesent your parents. All of us are a product of love and not consequences.

For that you have just wasted exactly 3 mins of your life reading this. I love you, still.

No More Lonely Lunch & KOCOK!?

2008-07-17T18:07:00.000-07:00

I bring my camera to almost everywhere I go! But I will only use it when I have the mood.

So yesterday was the day when I have the mood. And not only that, during lunch, Ive managed to chitty-chat with the people in the office. It was nice though. They are crazy bunch of people just like you and me.

Kak britney Jay, Kak Siti, Kak Wahidah and Kak Hawa.

All Kakak-Kakak you know! Like finally, I am the youngest in a particular group. Selalu nya Im always the oldest(especially with baby's friends.. urgh)

Self-timer tak menjadi. 2 seconds not enough kan?

Ehhh tak sabar seh nak main laserquest! :)

Anyways, dikocok-kocok?

Siapa eh DIKOCOK dan MENGOCOK?

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Be gone with Baygon!

2008-07-14T18:42:00.000-07:00

Mosquitos can be a bitch. It will bite my feet and cause me to scratch like a monkey in front of the pc. This is not good! And I shall be gone by next week because my brother is getting married and that i have to do a MAJOR SPRING CLEANING to the house.

With that, I shall chop chop on the recent updates and pending Australia pictures(4 long parts altogether) before I go MIA.

Im thinking of privatising my blog FULLY. How eh?

Sumbang SEH!

2008-07-11T21:04:00.000-07:00

I have taken my singing interest to greater heights. From just limited to 4-walled room with water, sink, mirror and toilet bowl, to a place whereby there's mics, TV screens, stereos and also sink-in cushions. Now, I no longer handle with stress of remembering the lyrics of a song coming together with scrubbing myself with foams of liquid.

Hello Karaoke world. Be nice coz im new ya!

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So long, take care bestie!

2008-07-09T18:33:00.000-07:00

I know its been a few days since you last depart from Singapore. Hope you are doing fine over at Queensland, love. Your absence will very much be felt(eventhough we will meet once every 6 months which sometimes doesnt hold true).

And I dont how is life going to be without you, babe. Are we still going places without you. As you know, tennis have been always the reason for us to meet and without you, being the only tennis chick and the one responsible to book the court, I dont think there's going to be another tennis session. I hope you are able to enjoy yourself there. With hunkies around and "no-humid" weather to withstand, im pretty sure you wont feel like coming home.

Soon enough, you will be missing my mum's homemade epok-epok or Tini's Fried Macaroni. Please eat well okay. Fish and chips will make you rounder before you knew it, you have size C tits. PURE ENVY LAH!

Too bad all the girls are taken orelse we dont want to miss out in getting to know your cute, maybe geek, guyfriends there. :p So, you better bring back gossips and maybe photos okay? Im sure you have plans to change the way you look like RED hair or tongue piercing. Oh my gawd the freedom baby!

Hopefully you like the gifts that you've got and maybe put it to good use. Like the Minyak Cap kapak is not only good to relieve headaches or nausea but also effective on insect bites and stomach cramps. And also, the hat is not only function as a shade but also as a tool to hide the bad hair days and also the reason for you to dress up.

Please save these memories forever.
Photos from our renunion at Vivocity and Town.

Iqbal and Joe with their antics

Nak ambik gambar kat sini tak kesampaian seh! We are too busy gossiping!!! AHAHA

Siapa ambik gambar ni eh? BLUR!! EHEHEHE

Always been us! Tini, You and Me

Tini, Nurul, Me, Myrah.Sorry I was actually frustrated with the bf. AHAH

Models are humans too

Maternity. AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH

I sudah bau nasi minyak from the middle. HURHURHRUHRUHR

You are the rose among the thorns babe! And Iqbal can really pull through that hat man!

Till we meet you again Nurul dear! Viva Forever!!!

Updates with some juice.

2008-07-08T18:01:00.000-07:00

So many things happened! I kept on procrastinating my entries till I dont know how to find the time to blog it out. Met alot of people though. With that comes tonnes of photos!

Itu takpe tau coz while im uploading the photos, sekali my digicam batt flat ah! ISH. So sorry coz I have to blog about it another day like.. ermm tomorrow? EHEHEH

First up is the meet-up with Titivok. It was such a spontaneous plan because we meet like 2 hours later. AHAHHA. It was a Saturday and both of us were at home, feeling rather bored because our other halves had to be in camp. So basically no plans at all. Then upon meeting, we realised that its been 2 years since we last met. 2 FREAKING YEARS!!!

Please click here to see her entry.
PS: you can view her entry later if you have time lah okay sayangku!
(Sorry titi sayang.. I seriously thank you for blogging it out! AHAHAH ORIX ORIX!!!)

Serious kecoh ah. Ketawa rabak giler! Anyways, Titi dah kurus i jeles lah! She said she is stress with the kids. I pulak stress too much on my pantat(duduk satu hari je) sampai mengembang lah akhirnya.

Oh, I forgot to tell you.. Im working as a temporary receptionist aje. Elaborations tak perlu. The working environment is nice and so are the people. :)

I know lah gambar takde arah tujuan. But the purpose of it is to say that.. I am fine with the temporary work. Thank you very nice.

Then kalau dah ada digicam tuh.. mesti ah ambik gambar time tengah kat atas..(continued in private blog. Click here to sign in)

CONGRATULATIONS!!!!! HIP HIP HOOORAYY!!!

2008-07-04T20:36:00.000-07:00

Yey, someone corrected my english. I have to give them, hate-taggers, points from now on. You dont expect someone to just come by my blog and not gain anything right?

And for this lucky ~~loser~~ winner that im willingly sharing my limelight with, you have gained 1,000,000 points. With a million points, you are entitled to a NEW CAR!!!!

I need your name, i/c, phone number and email address please. Terms and conditions apply. :)

Just remember, the cure to hatred is to love. AND I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH!

Dedicated to you

2008-07-02T16:58:00.000-07:00

You have been there all my life as far as I can remember. Eversince Sec 1, I was the first Malay girl that you ever talked to on the first day of school. I still remember during that time you wore a different set of uniform and you felt super awkward. I, on the other hand, was super GEEK! Rememeber the curls and the gold rounded specs? Oh those were the days!

You were there when many things happened. From my long beggy skirt in secondary 1, to my tight fitting short skirt in secondary 5. Oh you are always the one and only friend that i rely on. You were there when I need you in times of the stupid girlfights and alliances. You reacted as if you are neutral but only god knows how important you mean to me, babe.

Even our posting to different tertiary institutions never did break our bond. Same goes with the rest of our cliques. We were never estranged from each other during our once-in-awhile meetups to catch up with times.

Now, at the age of 21, you are flying off to Queensland to further your studies. Cheers to our everlasting friendship! 8 years and still counting!!

When there is me, there will always be you. HAHA. Dont worry I will not post the Thailand pictures. So our stupid knnccb geek pictures is safe somewhere in my store room. AHAHA

Look what we have become!

I SEE YOU LATER DARLING! REUNION!!!

Menyampah?

2008-06-30T01:30:00.000-07:00

Kau menyampah eh aku mushy2 and aku ada matair baru? Go get a boyfriend ah jangan asyik nak flirt aje ngan jantan astu step tak fall that easily. What makes you think you have the right to label me that?

Jangan sembunyi belakang identity yang tak exist lah. Aku boleh nampak badan kau ah. And trust me, its not a good view from down here.

Im still in love with you babies

2008-06-28T01:46:00.001-07:00

Im still in love with BABIES!!! Especially my two cute and naughty masyallah nauuzibillah... NEPHEWS! Now I present you... Mifzal and Aqmal!

Hello Semua! My name is Mifzal. Wah dah lama seh tak blog in Auntie Su's blog.

Just in case those readers dont know who I am. This is my picture okay.

Ahh yes, I SUKE tengok my own pictures or videos because I am vain.

I love to take things from anywhere I see. And here, Im holding fridge magnets. Just managed to take it down from the fridge. I cannot believe I am able to reach them!

Here, I want you to introduce someone in my life..

Who else none other than Auntie Su aka Eza-doll herself. Thanks Auntie for letting me blog once in awhile. I swear Im loving her new camera! Just look at how fairer I am compared to her. HAHA for you Auntie Su! I should be the one with the title "doll" right? Im still making a decision whether issit Miffy-doll or Izal-doll. What do you think?

Anywaysss, meet me brother.. Aqmal

He is someone I would definitely bully.I would slap his face whenever he cried for attention or when he messes with me things. Then he would pretend to cry as hard as he could and purposely slam down his body hard on the floor. He made it look as if I deliberately pushed him down. Although I do that, AT TIMES ONLY, he would always make me look as if I am.. "the bad ~~guy~~boy".

I am still learning to love my brother. After all, he is still my brother. Eh, look I've just taken down one more fridge magnet. I better keep those things from Aqmal. He would always try to take things from my possession.

HAHA! These magnets are MINE, Adik. There will be no chance for you to take it from me. You are captured in the picture!

I dont know what Aqmal is trying to do here..But I believe we are playing this game called, RUN around the comforter!

I will never get enough of myself!

Amacam girls? Would you want a date with me at the playgroud? Any takers?

Ah? No one? I merajuk! *pouts lip

Ok Auntie.. Enough of taking my pictures can?

Ohhh, For those pretty readers issit? Ahhh can.. i love AUNTY AUNTY yang cantik. I know some of them have very pretty nieces too. EHEHE

Oh adik.. you are too young to handle babes. Just run along will you?

Anyways, there was one time when I have managed to get hold of Auntie's makeup bag discreetly, I quickly tried it on. I dont know whether it is the right technique to use the mascara and blusher on my chest and the lipstick on my forehead. But what I know, Auntie was fuming with anger after she saw what I did and she did not allow me to enter her room anymore!

So, I obviously destroyed her blusher and mascara... And I am definitely guilty!

I cried my heart out. I have destroyed her things. All i wanted to do was to doll myself up. But I was definitely being downright naughty. I knew makeup is not for boys but I just really want to try to be a girl sometimes.

I would never want to make her mad at me anymore...

As usual, I pleaded to her and she forgave me. Ahhh, it feels so good to get the attention ok.
Then, Auntie Su being the nice person that she is.. even let me play with her phone.

I managed to send off a few sms-es to my friends. Look, who am I kidding? I dont even know how to spell my own name and those babies that I know of did not even give me their numbers. But i definitely managed to send some weird messages to her friends. HAHAHAHAH.

After all, I am just a two year old boy...

Here are my videos with Adik. ENJOY!

Oh Baby Ku!

2008-06-23T20:30:00.000-07:00

This is an extremely mushy post because AKU RINDU BABYLOVE GILER BABI! He will only book out on 1st July. SO BLOODY LONG LAH SEH.

On the Saturday, HE HAVE TO BOOK IN CAMP AT NIGHT LAH SEH. I am so sad. I can only spend a little bit of time with him. Most of the time we are either bertekak or bercinta. So ya. :)

This is while waiting for him to fetch me. Lambat sangat lah.

Ohh lubang hidungku!

Kalau kecik-kecik senang sikit nak tgk kan.

First off, we went to town. Macam basic apa pergi town on Saturday. Then I bumped into...

FARAH MY SAYANG

baru itu hari jumpe for lunch seh.. Dah terserempak lagi. This time ITS REALLY YOU LAH SEH. EHEHHE

AHAHA. Babylove jadi bahan to snap for me pictures! Lepas tuh, pergi main pool. Ahhh, part ni dia tengah pissed with me because I was texting non-stop. I was texting my Aunt about the tuition fees tuh sumer ape.. Mana boleh tangguh-tangguh. Kirakan tuh my business apa.

Take note of his pissed face. Position tetap maintain ok?

AND I on the other hand.. KEPT ON LOSING. SUMPAH AKU PISSED NAK GILER!!! Boring siak. I think we played like a total of 5 games for which its 5-0!Siak, susah ah dapat matair yang pandai main pool! Takpe, lain kali main bowling okay since you said you tak pandai main bowling.. meh kakak ajar. :PPP

Dah main pool takper tau, dia ajak pulak main Arcade. SIAK. Aku pun pissed jugak cause racing kereta aku kalah! ISH. Sportmanship aku dah hilang lah seh. Tapi 1 thing
for sure, game tembak-tembak you MATI DULU. HAHA padan muka. Cakap ajer marksman. Hmph!

After that we went to puncak for dinner. Then i saw Moktelyamja so i lambai-lambai lah macam budak gile and ask her to sit at our place since we are done. EHEHE. Sempat ambik gambar. And Babylove was the one snapping the picture lah. Siapa lagi nak harapkan (insert muke kesian)

Like finally bumped into one another lah seh. You seem quite shocked to see me. So sweeet gitu! HUGSSS

then we went off to meet his friend for awhile. Its been awhile since he last met his friend kan. Asyik keluar ngan akuuuu je.

Btw, I being the most irritating person in your life...

Loves this picture so damn much. MISS YOU!! AHAHAH

EHEHEHE. Afterwhich, I followed my bf home to spend more time together before he book in camp.

We...(Continued in private blog)

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Australia baby! Total of 81 pics

2008-06-22T02:03:00.000-07:00

Compiled version. There will be 1 entry for 1 place covered in the upcoming post next week

I have been dragging this post for very long now! Yet, I have not received photos from the other camera.
What more, there are like 1,000 pictures on hold and I have sieved out like a total of 500 pictures. Phew!
Still, some more pictures are on hold. There are 81 photos here!

The places that I have visited: Movie World, Dream World, Sea World, Whitewater World, Paradise Country and Habourtown

So there it is, that's like 8 days experience, 6 outings all packed into an entry. So pardon me for the long post.

Money matters
The first thing you should remember is, YOU MUST HAVE like $4,000 (for honeymoon :) )alone to prepare for this trip. I must admit, Im on an all expense trip there ALL thanks to my dearest cousin. OH I LOVE HER SO MUCH.
All I need to pay for is the flight tickets which cost $1,111 with all tax included.

Ni dekat Brisbane Airport waiting to board for Singapore!

It is not cheap I tell you. Apart from the flight tickets, We have also transits from here to there as well as the tickets to ALL of the places. That amounted to approximately AUSD$1,900+(SGD$2,600+)for 4 adults and 2 children. I am not kidding you.
So for those people bringing a measely 200 bucks in hopes to survive for a day, I say, ITS NOT ENOUGH!

Thankfully, the accomodation is free because my cousin is redeeming her points( because she is a shareholder of the Marriot hotel) for the stay.
Can you imagine how much it is when accomodation is included. UNBEARABLE!

Okay, enough about the money matters lah. Menyeramkan lah seeing the digits. Ish!

So here are the pics in the coach to the hotel..

Atiqah my niece and Me. penat dok naik kapal terbang.

Atiqah looks pissed but she is as excited as I am!

Sampai hotel terus JUMP ON THE BED LAH APA LAGI KAN!? EXCITED GILER!!

This is the video for in the public bus itself to the places. Instead of renting a car, I say, You go PUBLIC! Its quite accessible and all you need to do is ask! With friendly people around, im sure you will get to your destination. REALLY ACCESSIBLE!

I wanted to take a picture.. but I took a video instead. AHAHA!

Enough of the crap. The first day when i arrived at the hotel, it was free and easy. Its all about getting to know the place. Where is the nearest halal restaurant to the hotel and supermarket to find bread and tuna :p.
So, we found a Malaysian Restaurant right across the street, It wrote,

"Malaysian Restaurant. 100% Halal tak was was"

KELAKAR SIAK! If I were to open a restaurant here with that kind of brand name, I dont know how the reaction of the market will be.

But if you see that in Australia.. ALHAMDULLILAH! HALAL TAK WAS WAS! Takkan Melayu hilang di Dunia. Thank you Hang Tuah. Thank you Globalization! :)

BUT NO THANK YOU FOR THE BILL LAH OKAY. Seriously, what we ate was like ala-carte and it all total up to... AUSD$75 (SGD$102). Siak boleh pengsan siot.
My Mee goreng was AUD$12. Fuwah, peh ribut!

No pictures of the food.

Then with our not that filled stomach, we went back to the hotel and watch TV. TELEVISION WAS HEAVEN I TELL YOU!

My cousin's daughter(kirakan niece) and me

Tengok lah.. punyelah ngotot tengok tv.

Then the next day was MOVIE WORLD! BESTNYEEE!!

You see the red design behind us? Thats the roller coaster. TAK BERANI SEH NAK NAIK! TINGGI cecah langit!

Tourist Baju kuning ni enter frame betul!

The wind is quite strong and COOOLING

This is a Kiddy Roller coaster. Tapi seram jugak! (im in the 3rd row!)

BATMAN

When he was doing Hi 5 to the crowds, he said " You guys are cool!" SIAK, his voice damn manly!

SHREK! Sumpah aku terpekik-pekik dan lambai-lambai macam budak budak!

BUGS BUNNY

AUSTIN POWERS! OHHH BEHAVE BABY!!

macam realll ajeeee!

Then When we were going home, THERE's A RAINBOW. Wah aku jakun siak. Sumpah so nice siak!

In the bus, on the way home(to the hotel)
Bukan anak kucing lagik.. MAK KUCING SIAPA AH DALAM BUS?

The next day, DREAM WORLD!

Lunch at Dream World

Fish and Chips aje. Everywhere also fish and chip aje. Thats all we can eat whatttt. EHEHEH

Tiger island in Dream World

And the next day, SEA WORLD!!!

Nasib baik ada halal food like finally but we still eat seafood. -.-!! Cause we scared of Mad Cow Disease. Chicken burger was okay i think. DAMN BIG!

Dolphins!!!!

Paradise Country.
waiting for the bus!

Very nice to hug the Koala. BUT no thanks eh, dia tengah berak and taik dia dry berketul-ketul. ISH. When I was holding it, Aku ingat batu kat tangan sekali taik dia lah. Cis, tapi kau tetap cute okay. HUGS

Thats my Aunt(Makcik), Me, Koala and Nazirah aka Gegerl(Chinese Cousin)

And horses

The horse ket on turning its head on me seh. Takut siak. and SO BIGGG!

AHAHA.

That baby sheep kept on fidgeting!

Di mana dia... anak kambing saya?

Me, My Cousin(Kaklong) and her daughters(Aliyah and Atiqah holding the baby sheep)

Sheep Shearing!

SHOPPING!!
Cotton ON

Hard Rock Cafe

Harbourtown!

And their bazaar at night!

Nak Jadi Cowboy tapi maintain pink and glamour? Boleh..

Nak tetek pink? Bolehh...

All in all.. semua boleh! Will show you all in the private entry lah okay! Maybe next week.

Jangan lupa tag tau! HUGS SEMUA!

So honoured!!

2008-06-20T18:15:00.001-07:00

What is a birthday girl without her presents? I am so honoured!

On my birthday, I met up with two beautiful bloggers for maths tuition. I was super shocked to be receiving this...

THANK YOU NANASONTOLOYO AND YANA BABY! I LOVE YOU GIRLS SO MUCH SEH. THE BAG IS SO PRETTY AND IT FITS ME NICELY! and its the same colour as..(please read further)

I swear I didnt see them bringing anything. Thats why I am so bloody shocked and HONOURED lah please. My students gave me a present!!!! Wah, feeling2 teacher lah pulakkk.

Then I meet my dearest babylove. He was sooo sweet. Man, was i irritating as hell. I dont know why i kept on asking him so many questions! Sorry baby, I didnt realise I was THAT talkative! And he gave me this..

I was like OMG, aku suke banget ini!!! I love accessories since god knows when lah. Didnt expect it actually.

SOOOO NICEEEE LAHHH!!! And the pendant can be worn in 3 ways..

Can be worn like this

Like this

Or also like this...

Terima Kasih baby!!!

After which, I head home around 6.30pm (yes still early) because my mother cooked Nasi Ayam and we are going to enjoy the feast as a family! Im glad there is no cake! Like seriously, I am really hating the idea of a cake. EHEHHE

And so, My first brother and his wife bought me...

A necklace also! WOOOOOOO!! Kaya necklace aku!
Its so pretty and i love it so much lah seh!

Thank you abang!!!

My 2nd brother came home quite late like almost 9pm. I didnt bother to wait for him to eat. AHAHHA. Lapar babe. So, he brought back this wrapped box. Once he stepped into the house, with his shoes still intact to his feet, he came to me in the living room and pass me the gift. I was so shocked lah. Didnt expect him to give me anything.

EHEHEHE. Because you see, we are not that close. So, im expecting some book or what nonesense lah. SEKALI.. As i half-heartedly peel off the wrapper...

I see...

Its....

A......

DIGICAMMMMMM!!! FUCKING SHIT I AM SO FUCKING HAPPY!!! I almost didnt believe what i saw!!!

Its the same colour as my bag given by Nana and Yana!

Ohh babyblue. I dont really fancy blue but i swear it is SOO CUTE!!!

I really didnt expect this for my birthday seh! In my mind, I am comfortable with anything that i am receiving this year... Sekali, its all i ever wanted lah seh! DAMN NOW I LOVE HIM SO MUCH!

THANKIU ABANG!!!
EHEHE.. PSSSSTT he is getting married this July! Bakal pengatin tau, darah manis! EHEHEHHEHEHE!!

Apa lagi, try try ahh!

I even took picture of my babat. DAMN I LOVE THIS THING SO MUCH!
AKUUU SUKEEE GILLERRR! Will test the camera today with my babylove. Camwhore like fuck! I dont care!

What is 2-1?
I found 2 beautiful girls(yana and nana), I didnt realise that my 2 brothers are so damn sweet, 2 loving parents, 2 Necklace!!!, 2 hearts and found 1 love. :)

21 years old

2008-06-20T15:59:00.000-07:00

Hello world. I am 21 years old today. OMG, the last time I wanted to be 21 was when I was only 17. How time flies. Now, i want to be 17 back again. Since the starting of 2008, I no longer depend on my parents money and allowance. I survive on my own. It aint easy alright.

Happy Birthday to me! :) Thanks all for the wishes! *hugs tightly!

My First Plight!

2008-06-16T06:30:00.000-07:00

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Currently in Gold Coast

2008-06-11T03:03:00.000-07:00

Hello semua! The weather here is COLD! Not that its winter or whatever, the breeze is like the cooling air-con! Shessh. I have so much fun. The rides are super scary. I dont have the guts to get on ALL of them! Even if I did get on them, i found out that i am the only one SCREAMING! The angmohs are all immune to the thrilling rides. I wonder, if they were to come to Singapore, they will sure be bored with our amusement parks!

Anyways, I dont understand why we should use AUSSIE Accent. I mean, be the odd one OUT! Speak clear beautiful SINGAPORE english!

I MISS MY BABY SO DAMN MUCH LAH SEH!!!

anyways, GOOD day mate! Aussie's just love the word mate. Everything also got "mate"

Anyway, In the Restaurant when the waiter asked " Is that all?", my aunt's mind was full of cartoon antics that she undeliberately said " That's all folks" after she finished listing down the order to the waiter. SO FUNNY! And she was like covering her mouth, hoping that the waiter didnt hear that "folks" after the sentence.

Welll, all thanks to too much SPONGEBOB, RA SHOWS(SUPER WOW!!!) and looney tunes and MTV channel. The hotel doesnt get any better than this.

WILL have a proper update soon. Miss you girls so much

theres a first time for everything

2008-06-07T02:57:00.000-07:00

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Im going to miss you

2008-06-06T14:59:00.000-07:00

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The haircut made mifzal more boyish

2008-06-06T00:01:00.000-07:00

Mifzal is now a boy with this new haircut!

Ok, itu aje. Boring kan? AHAHHA

All the Juice! Chalet and some other stuffs. :)

2008-06-05T13:45:00.000-07:00

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How to view my private entries?

2008-06-04T23:45:00.000-07:00

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Will be gone for AUSTRALIA AND PRIVATISING!

2008-06-03T21:30:00.000-07:00

Hello Everyone! Im going to Australia this FRIDAY!!!!

Its a 8 days 7 nights affair. Im so gonna wear sneakers. :)

Tak sabar nyeeeeeeeee!

Anyways, I will be privatising my blog lah. This url will be here and this will be my non-juicy entries. All the juice will be in the other blog. So if you want to see my private life, gossips, craps and juicy stuff about me, please leave me your email address at my tagboard. Thank you very nice!

Will be back on next week Saturday evening or night. Happy Holidays semua!

HAPPYYYY!!!

2008-05-31T13:19:00.000-07:00

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I went Onboard the Singapore Flyer!

2008-05-28T10:19:00.000-07:00

Before i start blabbering, im sorry if your PC hang cause there are more than 80 pics in this entry!

Have you been to the Singapore Flyer? I must caution you, i do feel abit nauseous after the ride. Well maybe Im just not used to be in slow-moving vehicles that goes 1 very big round. Anyways, the experience is a memorable one!

The Shuttle service was Okay because apart from KIASU people around, we still manage to find seats for ourselves.

Anyways, there are 7 of us altogether! My cousin's hubby won some contest and he got 7 free tickets! The thing is, I was invited to be one of them. I AM SO HONOURED SEH!

WHATT? 15 bucks!? AHAHAHA

Anyways, due to the weather and the very hectic schedule, none of us had our lunch. And so we decided to have a quick bite at Popeye's before the ride. The food is, ermm okay I think. The chicken is not oily and the fries is so damn nice! And the biscuit is like a hardened bun. The whipped potato really tasted like being whipped cos there's chunks of potatos inside.

And let me introduce you my cousin's son(considered my nephew)
RYAN ADAM!

He knows how to say "AUNTYYYYY" unlike Mifzal who always goes "TATATA". This boy is clever, i tell you.

My cousin and I

Eating(ok stoink tak perlu)

Ryan and Kak Leesa

I think its a Family Day or something cos there's lots of stalls set up and TALL looking masquerade people in costumes!

Ryan with his Dad

Ryan was amazed at them!

And Uncle Ringo. Not my Uncle lah. He is made out of Balloon and there's a Ring in him for children. RINNNNNGGoooo

Kesian takde orang nak masuk. Your Ring not big enough lah!

And a mini-garden just below the Flyer. Beautiful sceneries but too bad we didnt have time or energy to venture into the garden.

When boy meets world.

Ryan and Nenek!

Us before the ride. There was no one behind us. Look at our anxious faces!

Good timing I tell you. So, we got the whole capsule all to ourselves with no other people to share it with. But the capsule in front of us only had 2 people. HOW ROMANTIC!

In the capsule

All aboard!

Anyways, here is my cousin and his son

My other parents. Have I told you i have two sets of parents? Its because they took care of me when i was born till i was 8 years old.

My cousin and her family

AND THE VIEW! DONT FORGET THE VIEW!!

Yes, like Smart ANTS civilisation!

Oh my, they look like toys.

I touched the ROOFTOP! :p

How tall is it?

ONLY THIS TALL!

How near was it?

This near!

Can i eat it?

Like a Sandwich!

MASJID SULTAN!?

I feel like OUT OF THIS WORLD. CEH.

And the neighbours!

Macam roller-coaster ride. Tapi verrrrrrrrryyy slow!

And there was this boat that caught my attention. MAS SELAMAT, ARE YOU IN THERE!?

And THE PEOPLE!

CLEVER BOY!

My Paklong! He is like a father to me.

Kak Leesa!

Generation Gap. But still in the same World. Hrmmm.

Captain of the Ship!

EH MAU GADUH KAPE?

OMG SO MATURED CAN!?

Ok gue relek babe.

Ohhh YEAH, GUA ROCKERS!

Amacam? Gua smart tak?

Ryan with Aunty Su!

Abang Ismail: Inna Poringey! (HAHAHAHA!)

Relieving his stress i think. ALAH takmo sad lah!

AND ME!

The view with my shoe.

My point of view

I wanted my cousin to take a picture of me leaning onto a tower. Sungguh tak sporting ah dia!

I was born in the Year of the Rabbit! Dont mind the teeth okay.

Touch the sky, baby!

Head popped out of nowhere.

Ini namanya, Enter FRAME!

Loving the ROBOCOP shades.

Ok dah penat, duduk bawah pun best

LALALALALA.

Touch down!

At the end of the ride.. OH LOOK AT THE QUEUE! MUST SHARE capsule keper? WEEEE

Since the capsule can never stop and wait for us to alight, i was like swaying from one side once my feet stepped onto the stable landing. Hence, i felt the slight headache..

Ahh, STABLE GROUND AT LAST!

Im beginning to love the land more than the FLYER!

And that for reading this far, i shall reward you with a video at the top of the WORLD!(ceh aku berbual WORLD aje)

Till then semua! HUGS

Medium-rare. But still rare lah okay

2008-05-26T09:03:00.000-07:00

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Missing you

2008-05-25T06:44:00.000-07:00

Oh so now i shall...

Give it a miss, miss someone and being missed.

We will have the same age soon, baby!

You know you love me

2008-05-23T21:04:00.000-07:00

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2008-05-20T10:58:00.000-07:00

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Hello Beylo!

2008-05-15T23:07:00.000-07:00

I keep on procrastinating an entry. SO HERE IT IS FELLASSSS! I never get to meet my boyfie number 2 upclose because yeah, i have to share with other ~~makciks~~girls. urgh i hate sharing!

So anywaysssss, there are lots of photos, mainly my picture(MY BLOG WHAT?) and some others. WEEEEE!

These are taken during high tea at Swissotel.

Me and my cousin.

Same. Although different angle and expressions.

My Aunt, Me and my cousin. Thank you very nice!

And there are kids!

We are 15 years apart(Do the maths!). But who cares?

AND FINALE

Actually ada banyak gambar taken with the makcik2. Tapi thats with the digicam. Have not received the photos yet lah. Apa tak, satu table semua my Aunt and my cousin and my nieces.

Blur sebab my attempt to zoom in with my phone obviously was a failure. GRRR. And btw, thats Najip Ali and Iqbal Pakula.

Other than that, I have photos of Mifzal's Birthday Celebration. Well, mainly the tak senonoh ones because I got this pics through my Aunt's phone.

This is an example of the tak senonoh.

BOY WITH BOOBS. Eh, jangan ah.. Selisih siak!

" Hrmmm. very soft and solid ah seh". Eh Mifzal, its okay to wear my clips BUT ITS NOT OKAY TO HAVE BOOBS OKAY! Siak, lagi besar dari aku pulak tuh. LAWAN TAUKEY SIAK.

Mifzal with My Aunt's daughter and son. Kirakan my cousins lahhh.

And my beautiful Aunt.

Sorry for the stuck-up face on Mifzal. I guess he just dont like to share the camera with other people. You notice that i never take picture with him? AHHHH, itu dia.. its because he never smile or my face macam tak mandi. AHAHA

But yang picture paling sweet nak mampos yang buatku tergoda is this picture.

Sweet kan? Omg. I cant wait for Mifzal to have a sister one day.

Sorry dorry STRAWBERYY!

2008-05-10T00:00:00.000-07:00

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Back on track but which way now?

2008-05-05T18:54:00.000-07:00

Initially i wanted to ramble on about the rising temperature in Singapore but there are other issues that i want to highlight about my life. Ive got nowhere to go now. Im like waiting for the impossible to happen.

Its either i am boring like that or i am just plain unlucky. FUCK IT. Ive tried and ive failed but so what? I have yet to harp on a proper job. But then reality strikes in and that i feel a sense of pity for my dear tuition kids. They are afterall my kids because i care so much about them and would really love to see them successful one day.

But you see, i cannot be like this forever. Although I am very much surviving very well, i donno what to expect in life. I want to be a teacher, see. But I dont think they will be mailing me anytime soon. I guess i have to send NIE a second application if they dont get back to me by September.

And how about the gap from now till SEPT? I SHALL EITHER TAKE IN MORE KIDS or just be contented with life. I dont have a choice. Or do I?

When Mifzal Blogs

2008-05-03T20:07:00.001-07:00

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You are LOVED

2008-05-02T17:50:00.000-07:00

I am blogging on a Saturday morning 3rd May. My blogger timing cant seem to be configure. HELP!

So anyways, yesterday i slept quite late(well maybe to me its late). Helped my mum with the preparations of my Nephews Birthday Celebration cum Kenduri. Well, someone gave me a shock and made me realise that i've have never been prioritising my schedule. AWE THANKS BABY DARLING. Its true. I have been known to running errands and maybe clashing every step of my way.

You see, I am human and i cant be at 2 places at once. I wish I had that power or maybe a twin right now. AHAHAH. I guessed I am loved very much and Im very honoured. You know whats the secret of being loved by friends and family? Sincerity and honesty. NEVER EVER BE A TWO FACED BITCH OR YOU WILL BE HATED FOR A LIFETIME. I STILL HATE YOU NOW, BITCH N.

AHAH. Yang penting, hati mesti mahu baik babe. Kalau you just pretend to be nice but yet you are so fucking hypocrite, then i suggest you just rot in hell. Currently, i am not hating anyone because i am very nice gitu. Its just that some people really put a very bad impression to your life and that you cant seem to see her in the eye and talk. Its just too painful. I dont mind if she apologise but NO. Who wants to admit their mistake KAN-nina? AHA!~

Kesian only kepada sesiapa yang bernama NINA. I am NOT TALKING ABT YOU LAH OK NINA, WHERE EVER OR WHOEVER YOU ARE. I dont have a friend name NINA. FISH LAH NOT IM DIGRESSING!

Ok dah it ajer. Yang penting GUA LURP SAMA LU SEMUA OKAY? Eh sekarang dah May tau. Bila mau bloggers outing? Want me to organise? NAK TAK NAK TAK NAK TAK?

Satisfy me

2008-05-01T19:00:00.000-07:00

SATISFIED. Not with the weather, not with the fact that i have to teach tuition on my two nephews birthday celebration tomorrow and not because i have to rush here and there to please people.

I AM BEAMING LIKE A STAR. Im still over the moon people so please dont mind my mentel-self. *flicks hair. Baby, aren't you proud?

Got together

2008-04-30T09:20:00.000-07:00

I simply love this picture. Like finally a picture of us and some missing. HURHUR.

My bank account and wallet will be happy today. WOOHOO.

IRRATIONAL GILER!

2008-04-29T12:05:00.000-07:00

DARAH AKU UP SIAK AKU TAK KISAH. Its so hot nak mampus and im sweating as i am typing this. I am so pissed off with my 2nd nephew that i am scolding him for every little bit and he is such a CRYBABY.

Siak stop global warming lah seh. Nanti i have to wax my pussy pulak if its damn stuffy can?

And ya, dont ever think that i will turn a blind eye because i do not agree with whatever you are doing right now. Sign a peace treaty, tag like i dont even exist or point fingers because i dont fucking care anymore.

PMS AH AGAKNYE. I think i will heal by tomorrow because that is the day, i will meet my baby. TAK SABAR SIOT.

Under a Love Spell

2008-04-27T17:18:00.000-07:00

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Never Been Happier!

2008-04-25T17:39:00.000-07:00

I went out with Nurul to...

Town and shop. Well, she really wanted to get this pair of shoes which is the trend nowadays i think. Sneaker heels lah and it cost a whooping 129 bucks. Forget bout the numbers but its really BEAUTIFUL for people with long legs. I envy NURUL for having such long lanky legs lah please.

So we were at Zara to quickly grab those trend-setting pair of heels that she longed for! Damn, so nice can?

WOOOOO! Anwyayss, did you see my hair!? I decide to be hippie yesterday. Bought the strechtable pointy band at forever 21 which cost only 1 dollar. THANK YOU NURUL for that!

pardon me for my buffoon face and my bunny front teeth. Because im born in the year of the rabbit whaaaaattt!

FRIENDSHIP IS LOOOOOVEEEE! I love her and im going to miss her! She will be studying in Brisbane in July. Fuck, nurul how time flies man. I mean, im so gonna miss you! Although i know you are going to have so much fun there. Jangan lupe member okay! 8years of friendship and still counting!

Soo okay i have been out THE WHOLE FUCKING DAY MAN! I went for relief and went to tuition yana and nana and out to town with nurul. Tapi yang paling best sekali tak penat seh cause at the end of the day, i meet my one and only and i was super happy till we hug like dont wanna let go!

I cant wait for tomorrow! OUTING WITH MY PEEPS!

Love like this

2008-04-24T03:13:00.000-07:00

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Rindu Terubat SEKEJAP!

2008-04-22T20:08:00.000-07:00

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ALMOST!

2008-04-21T18:53:00.001-07:00

Now now now! I am still missing my baby but okay I shall distract myself RIGHT NOW! Dont worry about Mifzal as he still gets all the attention he wants even after Aunty is in love. Aunty still love you as per normal okay eventhough well maybe Aunty too caught up with being in love, on the phone and daze and laze around looking and kissing my boyfie's pic and reminiscing the good times that we had together. AH AKU MUSHY SAK PLEASE EH!

Soo anywayyyy, sidetrack lagi. HAIZ. About Mifzal eh. Dia CUTE ABIS YA RABBI! Dah pandai gerak gerakkan kepala lah kalau dengar lagu. Grooving to the side gitu macam takder leher. AHAHHAHAHA!~

Okaylah sekarang ni I kasi you tengok my MINI-pujaan hati.

That time kan kita main belon lah. Alah yang panjang-panjang macam hotdog peh belon lah astu kita twist and twirl jadi macam anjing gitu. OHHH sooo I ni dulu ada jugak nak jadi badut sarkis so i somehow know how to twirl lah the belon. but the thing is, i ada lupe sikit sikit. I still remember dulu I SANGGUP beli buku pasal belon peh trick ni sumer.

Nasib baik aku tak jadi badut lah please. But maybe only to my pujaan hati that will make my heart do cartwheels over and over again.

Pujaan HATI KU

Ahem, belon cantik eh Mifzal? Ceh, proud sak aku buat belon merepek seh aku.

It reminds me of lovehandles. SORRY BABY! :) AHAH

Poodle belon hat!

ERRMMMMM..

FOCUS ON MIFZAL'S EXCITED FACE. ~~but not my face!~~

HE LAUGHS AT ME. I AM SO HAPPY! AHAHAH

Then we have nothing else to do with our faces since Mifzal cannot stop laughing at my face with the poodle belon, i tried to be creative.

I WAS HELD HOSTAGE!

Macam the belon so cute nak mampus i just dont want to let go of it. Maybe they should change handcuffs to this. And then you feel so guilty not to ruin the belon that you ended up be siting very still.

WAH LAU AUNTY I WANT ALSO ON MY LEG!

OK TAKE IT OFF AUNTY. I DONNO HOW TO TAKE IT OFF! *inserts muke kanchiong. Omg i love him when he is helpless over stupid things. AHAHAH

And then to make him more restless, I decide to put it on his waist. SO CUTE LAH SEH. He is still struggling to take it out seh. KESHIAN ONLY~

How can i not be happy you tell me? WEEEEEEEEEEe

I cant wait to see you again!

2008-04-21T06:21:00.001-07:00

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